AstroAssist
Banned
So I was trying to get an idea of why so many of my goals and desires have fallen flat in my life, currently in my mid-20s and there has been a lot of h3ll I have gone through.
First was an abusive father that killed my goals and dreams of going to a top university and living in a city I always wanted to live in. Raised me in poverty and sent me to school in the worst areas despite the fact that he had money. I am talking actively sabotaging them and attempting to control my college experience by making me stay local for college. Total scumbag.
Then there was a miserable college experience filled with loneliness and suicidal thoughts due to not fitting in.
Rebelled at 21 against scumbag family and found a job in a business setting, thought it would go well and I was a strong performer but ran into scheming scumbag boss that tried to sabotage me at every turn, very recently quit on my own terms (yesterday was my last day at work).
Job hunt in recent months has been turning to garbage.
Dream of moving to a world class city, being rich, and having a lot of friends but then look back to realize why I struggled so much.
So I have:
1. Scumbag family still trying to sabotage me.
2. Scumbag boss actively trying to scheme and ruin my career.
3. Nosy sadistic coworkers still probing into my life when I just want to be left alone.
I have met some decent people along the way but I cannot find my potential.
I feel like life is purposefully putting me around the worst possible scumbag human beings such as my parents and sinister former boss who try their best to kill my potential.
I feel like so many of my best traits and potential has been destroyed in the past due to bad circumstances and nasty people scheming to stop me.
When will this **** stop?
Is there any hope for luck in my natal chart?
When? Give me the specific age.
Not sure how much more I can take before I just, well, give up on life to put it nicely...
http://oi65.tinypic.com/5mfqxi.jpg
First was an abusive father that killed my goals and dreams of going to a top university and living in a city I always wanted to live in. Raised me in poverty and sent me to school in the worst areas despite the fact that he had money. I am talking actively sabotaging them and attempting to control my college experience by making me stay local for college. Total scumbag.
Then there was a miserable college experience filled with loneliness and suicidal thoughts due to not fitting in.
Rebelled at 21 against scumbag family and found a job in a business setting, thought it would go well and I was a strong performer but ran into scheming scumbag boss that tried to sabotage me at every turn, very recently quit on my own terms (yesterday was my last day at work).
Job hunt in recent months has been turning to garbage.
Dream of moving to a world class city, being rich, and having a lot of friends but then look back to realize why I struggled so much.
So I have:
1. Scumbag family still trying to sabotage me.
2. Scumbag boss actively trying to scheme and ruin my career.
3. Nosy sadistic coworkers still probing into my life when I just want to be left alone.
I have met some decent people along the way but I cannot find my potential.
I feel like life is purposefully putting me around the worst possible scumbag human beings such as my parents and sinister former boss who try their best to kill my potential.
I feel like so many of my best traits and potential has been destroyed in the past due to bad circumstances and nasty people scheming to stop me.
When will this **** stop?
Is there any hope for luck in my natal chart?
When? Give me the specific age.
Not sure how much more I can take before I just, well, give up on life to put it nicely...
http://oi65.tinypic.com/5mfqxi.jpg