hi todaymylove
you might use true Lilith(h13) rather the mean Lilith in your chart
but your south node /vertex conjunction is quite interesting.
this aspect signifies that you have unusual psychic abilities, but the vertex shows that these "abilities" may be often confusing because you tend to pick up other worldly influences or altered realities or visions that you may not be able to apply to your life situation. often with this aspect, your life has had several unusual coincidences that have affected the course you life are on.
with mars conjunct the north node, you have a element of luck, if you follow your feelings. you might say gut feelings. mars shows that you have a distinct moral path which if you follow, will always brings you where you are meant to be. as long as you don't over think your situation but move spontaneously, you should do well.
mars with the nodes makes you aura strong ,so you will affect others by merely being their presence. this is a positive psychic impulse so you may find that sometimes "negative people will be drawn to you as well as positive people.
coupled with your node/vertex,iwould assume that you are often surprised by how others react to you. it can show that often you end up in places that you did not intend, but usually this karmic misdirection turns out to be what/where you needed to be.
there is a surreal quality to your experiences that few other people would understand.
rahu