Chrysalis
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Do you mean being triggered by the moon when going through Pisces ?That's a possible explanation. As well as the Venus/Mars conjunction on your Sun in the 9th - it being in Virgo would also mean it being triggered on the day leading up to the drug usage.
It is said that when the sign on the solar return SR is the same as the sign on the natal ascendant that it is going to be significant year for the individual. Do you find this year to be one that stands in your life?
I wonder if my Solar Direct chart could be playing a part in this too. My SD Venus is currently in a separating partile trine with natal Jupiter.
So Jupiter does seem quite significant at this point.