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Constant despair.

I guess i said it in the title 😁
If there's anyone, who's more familiar with astrology than me, i would very much appreciate any type of help trying to understand my chart. The thing is that my whole life (since like kindergarten) I've been struggling. The classic "quiet kid" in school, not having any person I truly trust, due to always noticing the ugly in people, poor relationships with family members, and so on. In fact, I always had "friends" in any school, uni, but it's always just a surface level friendship, and people often turn away from me, and I guess I do feel more comfortable alone in a way. Despite the fact that I think I'm over the "it's not a phase mom" age 😁, with each year I'm literally becoming more and more helpless. Everything seems useless and I do not remember a day I was truly happy. It's like each morning I'm putting on black colored glasses that I'm looking through at the world. Everything that people around me seem to enjoy, doesn't mean anything to me, and in fact, I usually look at it and people in a cynical way. One thing I can say- I do feel better when succeeding academically, but even my academics have been suffering due to me being me, but I know I could do much better, as I easily deal with logical problems. So I guess trying to understand my chart is a way I'm subconsciously trying to understand myself, and trying to get out of this eternal circle of hate.
Perhaps there is something in my chart, which makes me that way?
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Re: Constant despair.

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If you cut and paste the link at the bottom, it will come up...
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Re: Constant despair.

You have a very fascinating chart. I would be happy to discuss it with you.

I am really interested in your Neptune right on your Ascendant. Usually indicates very attractive, sensitive, artistic types.

But your Moon is under siege .......It conjuncts Saturn, opposes Pluto and squares Mars.

The thing is, whenever I submit a long post about someone's chart, and they have only been here once, they almost never check back. And so my efforts are wasted.

If you check back and want to learn more about Your Moon and Neptune, leave a reply....otherwise I won't bother to ramble on further...
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You have a very fascinating chart. I would be happy to discuss it with you.

I am really interested in your Neptune right on your Ascendant. Usually indicates very attractive, sensitive, artistic types.

But your Moon is under siege .......It conjuncts Saturn, opposes Pluto and squares Mars.

The thing is, whenever I submit a long post about someone's chart, and they have only been here once, they almost never check back. And so my efforts are wasted.

If you check back and want to learn more about Your Moon and Neptune, leave a reply....otherwise I won't bother to ramble on further...
Thank you so much for your reply! ❤
Yeah, I've been interested in art and music my whole life, I guess it makes sense now. But now it just always feels like a waste of time honestly 😁
I would love to hear more about it 💮

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Re: Constant despair.

You have Neptune in Aquarius, right exactly on top of your ascendant.
That Neptune is in a nice trine aspect with your Moon in Gemini. It would be even better if Saturn wasn't sitting right there alongside the Moon.

I think it's Neptune that says:
" Yeah, I've been interested in art and music my whole life, I guess it makes sense now."

I think it is Saturn that says:
" But now it just always feels like a waste of time honestly"


https://astromatrix.org/Horoscopes/P...unct-Ascendant
NEPTUNE:
Neptune represents our subconscious mind. It is associated with dreams, inspiration, psychic receptivity and illusion. It is also associated with intuition and spiritual enlightenment. It is also a planet of mercy and compassion. In your chart, if Neptune is well aspected will indicate a great inner sensitivity, to manifest dreams and become highly creative.

Negatively, it will indicate deception, deceit and addiction.

Neptune Conjunct Ascendant

"Any planets that are conjunct your Ascendant will influence your appearance and personality greatly. Neptune is no exception and due to its boundless and dreamy nature your personality will be less solidified and perhaps fragmented, especially if you have other challenging aspects to Neptune.

WithNeptune in your 12th house, you will be more secretive by nature and you may enjoy solitude in order to recharge your energies. Occasionally, you may feel as though interaction with others can be draining and itís important to avoid too much negative energy in your environment.

You will have an elusive and dream-like quality about you, and other people will never be quite sure whether you are showing them your true self or reflecting what you feel they want to see. This is hardly surprising since you are never quite sure yourself.

The influence of Neptune ranges from unrealistic dreaming and illusion to the highest spiritual awareness and self-surrender, the trick is to find some kind of balance between these two poles. You can act like a chameleon at times, by changing your personality and self-image to match your environment and people around you.

It is best to look at what you fear especially when it comes to your identity and ego energies. These fears may be holding you back from integrating a more whole and solid identity.

Avoid escaping reality into your own dreamworld, it is easy for you to do this as your imagination is quite strong. You have a strong intuition and possible psychic talents.

You have more compassion and sympathy, especially for people who are oppressed. It can be good to work in a social area where you can help and assist people in need."



So google ' Neptune rising' or 'Neptune conjunct Ascendant' to learn more.

And Also 'Aquarius rising' or Aquarius Ascendant

Because that is a veery important component too. Aquarius rising can be difficult because they don't usually feel like they 'fit' well with others, or with society in general.

Nor do they want to. lol

Aquarians often tend to 'disconnect' from others emotionally and physically, because it is more comfortable overall.

And your Aquarius ascendant has the extreme sensitivity of the Neptune conjunction. So it heightens the senses and thus the extreme sensitivity that you may feel when others invade your space.

And your Moon, which we will discuss in PT 2, is even more sensitive and emotionally reactive than the Neptune rising...
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I guess i said it in the title ��
If there's anyone, who's more familiar with astrology than me, i would very much appreciate any type of help trying to understand my chart. The thing is that my whole life (since like kindergarten) I've been struggling. The classic "quiet kid" in school, not having any person I truly trust, due to always noticing the ugly in people, poor relationships with family members, and so on. In fact, I always had "friends" in any school, uni, but it's always just a surface level friendship, and people often turn away from me, and I guess I do feel more comfortable alone in a way. Despite the fact that I think I'm over the "it's not a phase mom" age ��, with each year I'm literally becoming more and more helpless. Everything seems useless and I do not remember a day I was truly happy. It's like each morning I'm putting on black colored glasses that I'm looking through at the world. Everything that people around me seem to enjoy, doesn't mean anything to me, and in fact, I usually look at it and people in a cynical way. One thing I can say- I do feel better when succeeding academically, but even my academics have been suffering due to me being me, but I know I could do much better, as I easily deal with logical problems. So I guess trying to understand my chart is a way I'm subconsciously trying to understand myself, and trying to get out of this eternal circle of hate.
Perhaps there is something in my chart, which makes me that way?
My chart- https://pasteboard.co/J0V1dTY.png
This is one of the most Saturnian paragraphs that I've seen on this forum and that's saying a lot. Saturn has a lot of pulling power over your personality, to the point that it is kind of overwhelming.

You have Aquarius rising with Saturn ruling your Ascendant. Your Mercury is in Saturn ruled Capricorn and your Moon is tongue kissing Saturn. Saturn is in a sign of his own triplicty and he is very close to an angle, your IC in fact.

Your Saturn is occidental and retrograde, so he's going to be on the slow side...errr slower than usual actually. He's going to give hard gains in life and gives you an austere nature than can also make you pretty difficult to please and slow to come around. Saturn's whole modus operandi is saying "no" to things. When the planet that has the most sway over your "soul" as it were is a planet that rejects everything and everyone.....well you can kind of see where I'm going here. Saturn inclines to solitude and contemplation at best, isolation and misanthropy at worst.

Your academic skill is probably double edged. I say that for a few reasons. First Mercury and Saturn kind of have a weird partnership going on. Mercury rules Saturn and Saturn rules Mercury. Mercury-Saturn combinations can be contemplative and interested in obscure topics, but prone to fringe thinking. Mercury being so heavily influenced by Saturn like that can easily lead to melancholy, contrariness, and a critical nature. What's more is that Mercury is also very much influenced by Mars. Mercury is in Mars' sign of exaltation and is separating from a sextile with Mars. That could make you sharp and irritable.

Where this can become double edged is the fact that Mercury is in the 12th sign from the Ascendant, the house of sorrows, influnced by Saturn and Mars. This could easily be interpreted as mental affliction: depression, anxiety, mental discontent etc. You're contemplative but also prone to rumination, y'know sitting alone and thinking dark thoughts.

Moon in Gemini with Aquarius rising is a little on the light side by comparison. Not exactly social butterfly, but decent enough in regards to dealing with others. But that Saturnian gloom is always right there in the background.

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This is one of the most Saturnian paragraphs that I've seen on this forum and that's saying a lot. Saturn has a lot of pulling power over your personality, to the point that it is kind of overwhelming.

You have Aquarius rising with Saturn ruling your Ascendant. Your Mercury is in Saturn ruled Capricorn and your Moon is tongue kissing Saturn. Saturn is in a sign of his own triplicty and he is very close to an angle, your IC in fact.

Your Saturn is occidental and retrograde, so he's going to be on the slow side...errr slower than usual actually. He's going to give hard gains in life and gives you an austere nature than can also make you pretty difficult to please and slow to come around. Saturn's whole modus operandi is saying "no" to things. When the planet that has the most sway over your "soul" as it were is a planet that rejects everything and everyone.....well you can kind of see where I'm going here. Saturn inclines to solitude and contemplation at best, isolation and misanthropy at worst.

Your academic skill is probably double edged. I say that for a few reasons. First Mercury and Saturn kind of have a weird partnership going on. Mercury rules Saturn and Saturn rules Mercury. Mercury-Saturn combinations can be contemplative and interested in obscure topics, but prone to fringe thinking. Mercury being so heavily influenced by Saturn like that can easily lead to melancholy, contrariness, and a critical nature. What's more is that Mercury is also very much influenced by Mars. Mercury is in Mars' sign of exaltation and is separating from a sextile with Mars. That could make you sharp and irritable.

Where this can become double edged is the fact that Mercury is in the 12th sign from the Ascendant, the house of sorrows, influnced by Saturn and Mars. This could easily be interpreted as mental affliction: depression, anxiety, mental discontent etc. You're contemplative but also prone to rumination, y'know sitting alone and thinking dark thoughts.

Moon in Gemini with Aquarius rising is a little on the light side by comparison. Not exactly social butterfly, but decent enough in regards to dealing with others. But that Saturnian gloom is always right there in the background.
Thats a lot 👀 And thank you very much for your response! ❤ Astrology seems much more complicated than I expected 😁
"Saturn is in a sign of his own triplicty and he is very close to an angle, your IC in fact"- what would this exactly mean/give?
Also, would the fact that my asc is conjuct Neptune play any extra role, in a negative way i guess, with the strong Saturn energy in the chart? Because the planet on asc influences personality quite a lot as far as I know, and these two don't seem to be very harmonizing together 🙄
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Thats a lot 👀 And thank you very much for your response! ❤ Astrology seems much more complicated than I expected 😁
"Saturn is in a sign of his own triplicty and he is very close to an angle, your IC in fact"- what would this exactly mean/give?
Also, would the fact that my asc is conjuct Neptune play any extra role, in a negative way i guess, with the strong Saturn energy in the chart? Because the planet on asc influences personality quite a lot as far as I know, and these two don't seem to be very harmonizing together 🙄
Stupidly complicated at times I find.

Triplicites are groups of three signs ruled by multiple planets. Saturn has rulership in all of the air signs, so he likes being in air signs. The angles are the most powerful places in the chart. That's your Ascendant, Descendant, Midheaven, and IC or 4th house cusp. Basically your Saturn is very prominent and at the forefront.

I don't use Neptune, so I can't really speak to what that means. My modern astrology friends here have said far more than I ever could on Neptune, so I turn you over to them. From what I can gather I would say that Neptune is rather discordant in this case when placed against the backdrop of all of your Saturn stuff.
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Stupidly complicated at times I find.

Triplicites are groups of three signs ruled by multiple planets. Saturn has rulership in all of the air signs, so he likes being in air signs. The angles are the most powerful places in the chart. That's your Ascendant, Descendant, Midheaven, and IC or 4th house cusp. Basically your Saturn is very prominent and at the forefront.

I don't use Neptune, so I can't really speak to what that means. My modern astrology friends here have said far more than I ever could on Neptune, so I turn you over to them. From what I can gather I would say that Neptune is rather discordant in this case when placed against the backdrop of all of your Saturn stuff.
Okay, thanks for clarifying!
And haha, thank you though for your input about Saturn And yeah, thats what I was thinking, as they are so different 👀
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Okay, thanks for clarifying!
And haha, thank you though for your input about Saturn And yeah, thats what I was thinking, as they are so different 👀
They are so different. So much so, it may be creating an internal conflict.

On one hand, you have Neptune on your Ascendant in Aquarius---which is an immediate urge to be Free and Independent. You are creative, artistic, musical, and tend to respond to things in a compassionate yet unconventional manner.
Neptune is idealistic and a natural humanitarian. It is spiritual ---But perhaps unrealistic in it's aims or goals?

Neptune wants to 'go with the flow' and trust things will fall into place. Neptune has FAITH.


But your T-square with your Moon/Saturn conjunction cannot allow for much of the above....The Saturn requires accountability, planning, and worries about things that Neptune ignores. Saturn is not 'idealistic', but 'realistic' and perhaps a bit pessimistic and negative.

Your Neptune wants to be creative and make art or music or film....but Saturn is critical of such endeavours unless you have studied, practiced, been trained, etc...

Saturn may repress some of your artistic urges but it could also HELP you by getting a more realistic plan in place. And perhaps help you to be more focused and consistent with your talents?
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I guess i said it in the title ��
If there's anyone, who's more familiar with astrology than me, i would very much appreciate any type of help trying to understand my chart. The thing is that my whole life (since like kindergarten) I've been struggling. The classic "quiet kid" in school, not having any person I truly trust, due to always noticing the ugly in people, poor relationships with family members, and so on.

In fact, I always had "friends" in any school, uni, but it's always just a surface level friendship, and people often turn away from me, and I guess I do feel more comfortable alone in a way. Despite the fact that I think I'm over the "it's not a phase mom" age ��, with each year I'm literally becoming more and more helpless.

Everything seems useless and I do not remember a day I was truly happy. It's like each morning I'm putting on black colored glasses that I'm looking through at the world. Everything that people around me seem to enjoy, doesn't mean anything to me, and in fact, I usually look at it and people in a cynical way. One thing I can say- I do feel better when succeeding academically, but even my academics have been suffering due to me being me, but I know I could do much better, as I easily deal with logical problems. So I guess trying to understand my chart is a way I'm subconsciously trying to understand myself, and trying to get out of this eternal circle of hate.
Perhaps there is something in my chart, which makes me that way?

Hello Number0,

odd - that you have chosen this name -as zero degree is birthpoint energy and transiting saturn just has entered zero degree aquarius -your rising sign and personal birth energy. suitable for a re-birthing as well.

You are still so young that it is very obviously that you could not have developped all you talk about yourself - but brought something with you you have experienced and witnessed already in your prenatal stage during pregnancy of your mother with you.

You are a very high sensitive sensed born person with high sensitive antennas for perceiving people and what they are dealing with under the surface even at first glance without telling a word - with both lights in aspect with neptune who is additionally also sitting on your ASC. Sun as your second part of your birth axis and 7th house ruler is in semisextile with your neptune and moon is in trine with neptune.

Saturn rules your 12th house - prenatal stage and the sadness you always feel - to me is something you took over from your mother - who had a hard time in her pregnancy with you and with her husband - your father. And felt herself completely alone. And was perhaps not healthy or kinda depressive in this time- as moon rules your 6th house - health house. And moon/saturn has a tendency for depression and sadness.

You might have felt yourself as guilty and responsible for - as a tiny little baby not able to sort in in correctly and took it false or misinterpreted over as yours.

Your gemini moonnode sits exact on house 5th - between both parents - 4th house mother and 5th house father - and looks like that you "were called" to get born to rescue their marriage - or kinda for intervention by distracting their attention from each other and their marriage and relationship.

That you felt yourself left alone very early as a child - is definitely shown as true in your chart with mercury representing both parents as ruler of 4th- mother and 5th father - and a mercury in 12th house - who is really none aspected and connected with the rest of your chart. Both parents were not of support to you - were not able to support you.

Both parents in contrary more applied to you and your feeling yourself early responsible and able to stay for your own early - jupiter in your 5th house - father semisextiles your saturn in conj. with your moon.

Strong self-hate is always a pluto aspect and your mars as ruler of your 2nd house - physical body existence and selfesteem is in square with pluto. And a very intense strong energy - also to defend yourself and your own territory - also 2nd house.

But mars is in close conjunct with lilith - the dark side of moon and dark emotions and you feel yourself not as worthy for anything. But this is not yours - it is caused by your parents and their marriage before your birth and that pregnancy of your mother was not welcomed for a certain reason and outer influence and circumstances.

But not you - yourself.

Pluto rules 9th house - environment, house of grandparents and house of religious faith. Was your mother not married with your father when she got pregnant - and felt herself not accepted and welcomed in the family of your father ?

Venus as ruler of 8th house - leaving descencants and genetic inheritance conjuncts chiron very close- the injury left in yourself and in your mind as an unwelcomed child who has to earn own existence by feeling responsible for all and to take and to carry all guilt of the whole family.

But it is not yours.

What were you told about your own birth and circumstances ?


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Re: Constant despair.

Your none-aspected natal mercury is actually still conjuncted by transiting jupiter as your 10th house and lifepath ruler until Oct 31st, 2020 to support you and your life path for a considerable change and turn-around for the better.
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Re: Constant despair.

Asc lord sat with moon-rahu NNode gemini, hyper-analytical,
international economics/business analysis, acting skills,
foreign instrumental music, sense of humor,
sat 3rd good initiative n progress,
rahu 4th tending to foreign lands;

rise-fall in life, prayers for ancestors,
observe fast No-moon evenings,
wear brown hessonite over pendant touching heart;

ketu separative SNode sag 10th, hyper-ambitious and impulsive;
pain-injury-surgery knees-thighs etc,
career-job changes;
prayers to Christ, offer red flowers thurs mornings at alter at home;


Acq asc, mystic, airy, uncertain, reformist, innovative;

Lords 1/7 sat-sun over cap-gemini 6/8 unfriendly lords sat-mer,
conflict in relationships;



sun-mer-venus cap, literary-oratory-medical-orthopedics aptitudes,
event management, etc; venus lord 9th for luck over 11th for gains;
sun lord 7th over 11th for gains through corporates-govt-social elite;
sun-venus appreciation of beauty, but reserved;

venus combust, need zinc supplements for vitality, relationships;
wear 0.25 carat diamond over platinum pendant touching heart;
venus 11th gains from women, arts, pharma,


jup lord 11th elevated sensitive cancer 5th,
gains from education, educational shares, advisory-teaching roles;

mars lord 9th for luck over pisces 1st, volatile emotions, tending to distant lands,
technical aptitudes, marine-water-chemical engg etc,


currently jup-sat-ketu transit sun-mer-venus cap, economy,
detachment from income-gains-friendships-relationship etc
pain-injury-surgery arms-shoulders-ears-knees-heart-stomach-kidneys-skin etc
ketu next transits natal ketu sag 10th;

Rahu transit jup cancer, vitiating mind, judgment, heightened sensitivity, delayed foreign education, etc
rahu next joins natal moon-sat-rahu gemini;

hope inputs enable relate and pick as relevant, share how true-insightful-helpful,
traits-talents-health-life trends-remedies-ideas to pick, etc


wishing you well, kshantaram
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Asc lord sat with moon-rahu NNode gemini, hyper-analytical,
international economics/business analysis, acting skills,
foreign instrumental music, sense of humor,
sat 3rd good initiative n progress,
rahu 4th tending to foreign lands;

rise-fall in life, prayers for ancestors,
observe fast No-moon evenings,
wear brown hessonite over pendant touching heart;

ketu separative SNode sag 10th, hyper-ambitious and impulsive;
pain-injury-surgery knees-thighs etc,
career-job changes;
prayers to Christ, offer red flowers thurs mornings at alter at home;


Acq asc, mystic, airy, uncertain, reformist, innovative;

Lords 1/7 sat-sun over cap-gemini 6/8 unfriendly lords sat-mer,
conflict in relationships;



sun-mer-venus cap, literary-oratory-medical-orthopedics aptitudes,
event management, etc; venus lord 9th for luck over 11th for gains;
sun lord 7th over 11th for gains through corporates-govt-social elite;
sun-venus appreciation of beauty, but reserved;

venus combust, need zinc supplements for vitality, relationships;
wear 0.25 carat diamond over platinum pendant touching heart;
venus 11th gains from women, arts, pharma,


jup lord 11th elevated sensitive cancer 5th,
gains from education, educational shares, advisory-teaching roles;

mars lord 9th for luck over pisces 1st, volatile emotions, tending to distant lands,
technical aptitudes, marine-water-chemical engg etc,


currently jup-sat-ketu transit sun-mer-venus cap, economy,
detachment from income-gains-friendships-relationship etc
pain-injury-surgery arms-shoulders-ears-knees-heart-stomach-kidneys-skin etc
ketu next transits natal ketu sag 10th;

Rahu transit jup cancer, vitiating mind, judgment, heightened sensitivity, delayed foreign education, etc
rahu next joins natal moon-sat-rahu gemini;

hope inputs enable relate and pick as relevant, share how true-insightful-helpful,
traits-talents-health-life trends-remedies-ideas to pick, etc


wishing you well, kshantaram
Thank you so much, and wishing you well too! ❤
Okay, there is a lot 😁 what I found very interesting is the foreign education/country part, as I got my degree recently, and I didn't get it in my home country, and lived abroad for a few years 👀
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Re: Constant despair.

Appreciate the prompt feedback,

any other specific traits-talents-health-life trends-ideas-remedies to pick
for reflections and acknowledgment, true-untrue-insightful-helpful


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Your none-aspected natal mercury is actually still conjuncted by transiting jupiter as your 10th house and lifepath ruler until Oct 31st, 2020 to support you and your life path for a considerable change and turn-around for the better.
I'm actually veery surprised rn😶 My parents never really told me a lot about my birth, but only once, ages ago, I was told that I was, pretty much unwelcomed, and my birth was under a question, without any details though. During this time my parents were married, but they had a fragile relationship as much as I was told. And yes, the relationship between my parents families was, and still is- quite conflicting
And regarding what you mentioned about mars-pluto, is just exactly spot on 👀
Thank you so so much for the insight ❤ im pretty much in a light shock with how accurate it is 😁 And i really hope that turn will happen soon

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Re: Constant despair.

I can relate to a lot of this, because I have the same sun and asc (within a degree), sun in the 11th house, and moon-saturn in hard aspect. I have two comments to make.

First, pluto is transiting your progressed sun at 25 deg capricorn, which seems highly related to what you're going through. The dark times you're going through aren't a permanent part of your personality, it's just something that is happening right now and will eventually pass.

Second, people with the sun in the 11th house can be late bloomers, because the 11th is the house of long term goals. Things may not fall into place for some time, but you will gain more in the long run, because the 11th is also the house of good fortune. In my life, I've always felt that to be true, but early on I felt like I was failing because things didn't work out--even though things weren't really that bad. Looking back, I realize that my dissatisfaction kept me moving forward to where I needed to be. I think for people with sun in the 11th house, it's important to learn to trust in the future, and learn to let go of things so that new things can come into your life.
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I can relate to a lot of this, because I have the same sun and asc (within a degree), sun in the 11th house, and moon-saturn in hard aspect. I have two comments to make.

First, pluto is transiting your progressed sun at 25 deg capricorn, which seems highly related to what you're going through. The dark times you're going through aren't a permanent part of your personality, it's just something that is happening right now and will eventually pass.

Second, people with the sun in the 11th house can be late bloomers, because the 11th is the house of long term goals. Things may not fall into place for some time, but you will gain more in the long run, because the 11th is also the house of good fortune. In my life, I've always felt that to be true, but early on I felt like I was failing because things didn't work out--even though things weren't really that bad. Looking back, I realize that my dissatisfaction kept me moving forward to where I needed to be. I think for people with sun in the 11th house, it's important to learn to trust in the future, and learn to let go of things so that new things can come into your life.
Thank you for your comment!
And I 100% agree with what you said
I always try to look forward and not focus on the past, it really holds you back, but you know, I think we all have these sudden sparks of regret once in a while 😁
Also, with the similar aspects, I hope you're doing well now 💮
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