I've been single for most of my life, and I've noticed that while I've had plenty of crushes, not single long lasting relationship has been established. Examining my past relationships, I always end up with guys that are unavailable. If they're single, soon after I meet them, another (prettier) woman arrives immediately, and I'm...tossed aside.
Why does this keep happening to me? I've examined my chart, and I'm not sure but would it have something to do with the fact that my Black Moon Lilith (0 degrees Leo) and Dark Moon Lilith (Cancer) are in my 5th house, the house of Love given? I've read that these placements may mean that I'm:
1. too selfish,
2. I'll either be a bad mother or have problems conceiving,
3. and that in relationships of love, there'll always be another competitor.
I don't feel like Leo, despite all that Leo in my chart. I'm not charismatic or pretty or talented or anything. Yet, I still have that Leo pride. Are my Leo placements weak because they're in the 6th house?
Will I ever fall in love with someone that'll love me? Or no matter what I do in life, there'll always be another (better) girl that I'll lose to?
When will a guy choose me first?
Why does this keep happening to me? I've examined my chart, and I'm not sure but would it have something to do with the fact that my Black Moon Lilith (0 degrees Leo) and Dark Moon Lilith (Cancer) are in my 5th house, the house of Love given? I've read that these placements may mean that I'm:
1. too selfish,
2. I'll either be a bad mother or have problems conceiving,
3. and that in relationships of love, there'll always be another competitor.
I don't feel like Leo, despite all that Leo in my chart. I'm not charismatic or pretty or talented or anything. Yet, I still have that Leo pride. Are my Leo placements weak because they're in the 6th house?
Will I ever fall in love with someone that'll love me? Or no matter what I do in life, there'll always be another (better) girl that I'll lose to?
When will a guy choose me first?