Hi again,
Wow, that's kinda sad because I always wanted to feel like I'm creating something, give birth, go through all this baby stuff since the very beginning.
If you want to know how I think, especially given all the many, many homeless children around the globe, I think "creating" a baby is not even half as important as giving a homeless child a home and raising it as your own. I do understand that most women want to have the experience of pregnancy, etc., whereas there are others that are simply worried about what 'kind' of genes another's child might carry, but I truly believe that children learn what you are capable of teaching them.
Maybe Pluto transiting my 5th conjunct Jupiter is making me think so much about it.
I was telling someone else the other day on tis forum that Saturn transits bring up issues as to what we feel we lack. Saturn has just started its transit in Cap and that is where your 5th house is.
Thank you. My boyfriend thinks so too. Medicine is very avanced these days and will be even more by the time I'm ready. (But, to be honest, I wouldn't mind having a child right now either hahah)
Again, my very own opinion, but what a chart shows takes into consideration everything. The chart is per your own birth details and what it shows is not centuries old. Otherwise, there would be no need to read charts anymore because Science has come a long way, so would have a solution to every problem. Does that mean we get to live eternally? No, it doesn't, otherwise Saturn (the Lord of Time) would be rendered obsolete and redundant. The only thing that has really changed is that, when, a 100 years ago, people asked an astrologer, will I live long, and the astrologer answered it with a yes, then 50 years was perhaps considered a 'long' life. Today, an astrologer could say yes, and the person gets to live 85 years, which is also considered a 'long' life in today's world. However, the net result is that we all have to depart some time. Science is quite fallible and He/Time is quite invincible. Please take this example as an analogy and not as a topic for debate as to whether or not questions about the length of life should be asked and answered or not.
So, now the question, whether or not you will have children. The answer, as I already said in my previous post, is that yes, you could have children, but through other means perhaps, adoption being one of them. This could lead to another question. Since medicine is so advanced, perhaps one can think of an ivf, or, perhaps a step further, of surrogacy even (depending on local laws). Is that the same as naturally conceiving a child?
Also, as already said in one of my previous posts, with the Moon so prominently placed by the Asc. (you), of course, the mother and mothering are important to you. If that is true, then I think that will (and perhaps should) take precedence over the 'how' factor.
About my career, I was completely lost and depressed the last few years, I couldn't do anything. I wasn't even sure of what I wanted to do in college (I was studying Arts) and then last year I decided to teach. I like learning foreign languages (although my English isn't perfect yet) so I'm going to study French and probably be a teacher.
I think a foreign languages' teacher is an excellent choice. You have Mercury ruling your MC, on your MC via Gemini (you like to communicate) and close to the 9th house (foreign) ruler, Venus. You will do well as said earlier, too.