Shadowflash
Well-known member
...and I also have no clue whether I'll get any replies... I have pretty much *zero* experience with horary, but am finding myself in such a way this morning that I'm reaching out *wherever* and in whatever way I can...
*sigh*
This has been an absurdly quantum-transformational Scorpionic life for me, this time around, emotionally and physically (never did figure out how to post my natal here; 11/16/56, South Haven, MI, USA, 10:47 PM)... And while I'd always been on what I'd call my own conscious self-awareness and spiritual path nearly all my life...since my Stage 3C endometrial cancer diagnosis, hysterectomy and post-surgical intestinal crisis in October 2009, I've been working so much the moreso from every angle I can imagine to heal the deep internal issues that culminated into where I find myself. (At a solely-physical level: No traditional chemo/radiation treatment, limited access to needed supplements due to financial issues, but have had some excellent help from a subtle-energyworker friend.) No idea whether the cancer is metastasizing, as the health program I'm on doesn't pay for CTs unless you're accepting traditional treatment.
So perhaps you see my challenge for knowing if this is the right thread; my main question is actually more spiritually-/emotionally-related than physical, and...I suppose, given how I'm feeling lately, would be literally: Will I manage to rally my Will to Live sufficiently to overcome these emotional issues, that currently feel like they'll take me out via this cancer?
Thanks extremely much in advance to anyone who feels to take this on...
Love, Susan
*sigh*
This has been an absurdly quantum-transformational Scorpionic life for me, this time around, emotionally and physically (never did figure out how to post my natal here; 11/16/56, South Haven, MI, USA, 10:47 PM)... And while I'd always been on what I'd call my own conscious self-awareness and spiritual path nearly all my life...since my Stage 3C endometrial cancer diagnosis, hysterectomy and post-surgical intestinal crisis in October 2009, I've been working so much the moreso from every angle I can imagine to heal the deep internal issues that culminated into where I find myself. (At a solely-physical level: No traditional chemo/radiation treatment, limited access to needed supplements due to financial issues, but have had some excellent help from a subtle-energyworker friend.) No idea whether the cancer is metastasizing, as the health program I'm on doesn't pay for CTs unless you're accepting traditional treatment.
So perhaps you see my challenge for knowing if this is the right thread; my main question is actually more spiritually-/emotionally-related than physical, and...I suppose, given how I'm feeling lately, would be literally: Will I manage to rally my Will to Live sufficiently to overcome these emotional issues, that currently feel like they'll take me out via this cancer?
Thanks extremely much in advance to anyone who feels to take this on...
Love, Susan