DarkWarrior7
Well-known member
Hello everybody. I have been in such a position in my life recently where I have tried to break out of what has been holding me back and be free. I have little luck. I feel STUCK. I am a victim of domestic violence and I feel like such a huge part of who I am has been burried, because my parents wanted me to be something that I am not.
I am starting to think: is this, maybe, explained by my 12th house stellium?
I have Neptune in Capricon, in my 12th house, wich probably explains my depression.
I have Uranus (my chart RULER) in Aquarius, in my 12th house, wich probably shows how I was always discouraged to be myself, wich is a very unconventional, rebelious and confident person.
I have Jupiter (my DOMINANT PLANET) in Aquarius, in my 12th house conjuncting my ASCENDANT. Wich just shows how BIG the subconscious parts of myself are.
Jupiter conjuncting Ascendant are the focal point of a T square, because they square Moon in Taurus, in the 2nd house and square Chiron in Scorpio, in the 8th house. This T square is something that I would say explains why I am stuck. I feel that I just cannot get that burden of family abuse off of my back and start fresh. So the Moon Chiron opposition (part of that T-square) basically shows hurt and rejection from mother.
To make things worse, my Dejanira (the victim asteroid) conjuncts my MC in a 0 degrees orbit. Does that mean I am destined to be a victim?
Please, give me pointers according to my natal chart, that would make me UNSTUCK. What to focus on to be free and let go off the past?
Since I don't know how to upload a natal chart, here is my information about the birth:
November 13th 1997
12:45pm
New York City, NY, USA
If anything, the stellium thing DID give me a lot of creative talent, but how do I stop being a stuck victim? Please help me. What is my hope? What to focus on?
Thank you in advance.
I am starting to think: is this, maybe, explained by my 12th house stellium?
I have Neptune in Capricon, in my 12th house, wich probably explains my depression.
I have Uranus (my chart RULER) in Aquarius, in my 12th house, wich probably shows how I was always discouraged to be myself, wich is a very unconventional, rebelious and confident person.
I have Jupiter (my DOMINANT PLANET) in Aquarius, in my 12th house conjuncting my ASCENDANT. Wich just shows how BIG the subconscious parts of myself are.
Jupiter conjuncting Ascendant are the focal point of a T square, because they square Moon in Taurus, in the 2nd house and square Chiron in Scorpio, in the 8th house. This T square is something that I would say explains why I am stuck. I feel that I just cannot get that burden of family abuse off of my back and start fresh. So the Moon Chiron opposition (part of that T-square) basically shows hurt and rejection from mother.
To make things worse, my Dejanira (the victim asteroid) conjuncts my MC in a 0 degrees orbit. Does that mean I am destined to be a victim?
Please, give me pointers according to my natal chart, that would make me UNSTUCK. What to focus on to be free and let go off the past?
Since I don't know how to upload a natal chart, here is my information about the birth:
November 13th 1997
12:45pm
New York City, NY, USA
If anything, the stellium thing DID give me a lot of creative talent, but how do I stop being a stuck victim? Please help me. What is my hope? What to focus on?
Thank you in advance.