jeanbean
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Hello,
I am quite new to astrology. I began exploring my natal chart as a means of getting to know my Self on a deeper level and for personal growth. I have struggled with embracing my femininity my whole life, which I find ironic because my chart is highly venusian. I also have repressed my strong sex drive, which at times I feel embrassed about. I also have a strong need to dominate, not necessarily control others but to dominate anything in general. I found out that my sun is in leo and moon in Taurus, both fixed signs and both sexual. Leo has more physical drive, while Taurus is more sensual. I also found out that my sun is square pluto, which might be the cause for my need to control, my inner conflicts and tension. Scorpio being in the 3rd house seems to give me a heighten intution.
I want to understand my femininity, intuition, sex drive and powerful nature. I just want to better direct my energy for positive outcomes. At times, if left unchecked, I fear I might become out of control. I feel that I have this power and strength, that I am highly unaware of and unconscious of. I keep it very well hidden and repressed because its unknown and scary. Please help me and if there is anything else you see please let me know! THANKS!
I am quite new to astrology. I began exploring my natal chart as a means of getting to know my Self on a deeper level and for personal growth. I have struggled with embracing my femininity my whole life, which I find ironic because my chart is highly venusian. I also have repressed my strong sex drive, which at times I feel embrassed about. I also have a strong need to dominate, not necessarily control others but to dominate anything in general. I found out that my sun is in leo and moon in Taurus, both fixed signs and both sexual. Leo has more physical drive, while Taurus is more sensual. I also found out that my sun is square pluto, which might be the cause for my need to control, my inner conflicts and tension. Scorpio being in the 3rd house seems to give me a heighten intution.
I want to understand my femininity, intuition, sex drive and powerful nature. I just want to better direct my energy for positive outcomes. At times, if left unchecked, I fear I might become out of control. I feel that I have this power and strength, that I am highly unaware of and unconscious of. I keep it very well hidden and repressed because its unknown and scary. Please help me and if there is anything else you see please let me know! THANKS!
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