Miriam, I also think this chart show some difficulties, unfortunately.
Saturn in the first house is a traditional indicator of things not working out so well. The moon is void-of-the-course, suggesting that your current situation is unlikely to change. The moon in the 2nd house might indicate financial problems in making your plans work out. Mercury in the 8th house applies to a square with Jupiter, an indication that even if you travel to Germany, the experience won't be what you hoped. Then there's no real help with reception.
If you really have your heart set on this trip, let's hope I'm mistaken.