Help...I confess that I feel I have a mission of importance....

Help?am at a crossroads in my life. I feel lost and I have never been able to shake this sense that there is something I'm supposed to do..

it would be greatly appreciated

The first thing I noticed in your chart is the Jupiter Saturn conjunction making your lofty Pisces temper more conservative and practical. Especially with the recent transit of Saturn over this conjunction, it probably took you very deep and reminded you of the necessity to work harder and be more patient. But there are many other placements that can compensate and make a practical use of your philosophical conundrums. With Pluto in 9th and a great focus and you would do an amazing job at the Wall Street Journal as the foreign affairs and even legal reporter. You would also make a great book editor. Also your Mercury conjunct Venus in the 6th should give you a high expertise in helping and assisting. You make also a perfect manager, since you can scan with your mind every thought of your coworkers and offer a lot of practical input and guidance.

Things will probably become much clearer by the end of the year, once Saturn passes your natal Pluto. With this transit, you must transform, heal, metamorphose.

For more try this links:
http://www.astroknowlogy.com/questi...-saturn-jupiter-conjuntion-in-the-birth-chart
http://www.astroknowlogy.com/questions/how-is-mercury-in-the-sixth-house
http://www.astroknowlogy.com/questions/how-is-pluto-in-the-9th-house
http://www.astroknowlogy.com/questions/saturn-transiting-my-natal-pluto-what-can-i-expect

you have uranus and neptune both currently transitting your piscean 2nd house so be very wary of money scams,or money suddenly slipping away from you.

i also see that you could be very good with things that have to do with healing (physical therapy,medicine,nurse) and could be a very caring and nurturing person (cancerian planets in the 6th excellent care taker of the physical) and excellent to work with ppl with special needs (uranus in scorpio the 10th) and it could bring u lots of money (neptune that rules drugs/medication in the 2nd).

other than that there are also great great artistic tendencies that you could follow as a path (sun in the 5th and north node in leo the 7th) something that has to do with light innocent fun on stage. you have a very good charge of water planets which increases the artistic ability (painting photography music etc) and the chance to get money out of it.

hope that helped!!

Blue Bird said:

Help?am at a crossroads in my life. I feel lost and I have never been able to shake this sense that there is something I'm supposed to do..

it would be greatly appreciated

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Well, to answer tour original question, which as I interpret it is about destiny................ your Gemini-in-the-5th Sun is almost unaspected. In fact, I would consider the very wide trine to Pluto to emphasize that feeling you have that you have been born to fulfill some kind of significant role. This is one of the underlying drives in the lives of those with unaspected Suns. It may or may not be true for you. I know of people with unaspected suns who keep looking for their `destiny', only to find that it is not somewhere outside of them - (I will leave it to you to figure out that one.)

Those with Capricorn rising - as you have - are born to build/strive/endure at whatever you do. It is the Ascendant of someone who is comfortable shouldering responsibility, but who must ultimately learn to be resonsible for one's own needs.

Mars-Uranus opposition can be troublesome for you, as Mars in Taurus likes steady and dogged action, but the Uranus opposition will create inner tension and impatience which may bubble over into irritability.

I can see that there is a temporary situation to which you may currently be responding. Transiting Saturn, having already returned to its birth position for you, is now forming a temporary inconjunct to your Sun. This may be the reason you are judging yourself - which you are. It is likely with this transit that you are coming off second best. As Saturn, your chart ruler, passes through your 9th house until Sep 2013, you may be lulled into the belief that you have experienced the best of what life has to offer you. You need to be aware that is some ways your life has barely begun, and that from late Dec 2012, when Saturn first reaches your midheaven, you will be shown ways in which this is so.

Hieronimuss said:

Things will probably become much clearer by the end of the year, once Saturn passes your natal Pluto. With this transit, you must transform, heal, metamorphose.

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This Saturn transit over your natal Pluto is going to do a decent job at transforming your self and your life. This transit is going to go all the way to the end of 2012 and you'll be a totally different person by then. Pluto is the highest planet in your chart and significant. Also, Pluto is a slow moving planet so a lot of people born around the early 80s is going through this now. After this transformation you'll have a lot more clarity about your purpose in life and you'll love it.

Flowergirl said:

This Saturn transit over your natal Pluto is going to do a decent job at transforming your self and your life. This transit is going to go all the way to the end of 2012 and you'll be a totally different person by then. Pluto is the highest planet in your chart and significant. Also, Pluto is a slow moving planet so a lot of people born around the early 80s is going through this now. After this transformation you'll have a lot more clarity about your purpose in life and you'll love it.

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Pluto is well aspected here and may well be transformative.

The main theme tends to be facing responsibility in the face of corruption. This is a time when you have to concentrate your interests more deeply and narrowly, most often because you are going through a financial burden or some other kind of shortage. This is also a time to get rid of any rules and regulations that do not adequately meet the demands that you are experiencing. Many of the habits that you have grown used to, simply do not apply anymore. You may have to live with austere circumstances for a while. The authorities may not be dependable, or may be corrupt
http://www.astrology-x-files.com/transits/saturn-cj-pluto.html

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Saturn
By Transit
A transit of Saturn to the 9th House frequently requires a person to question his belief system. This may be result of experiences which either disappointed or disillusioned him, requiring him to reconsider what hitherto he had assumed or taken on trust. The context may be social, legal, religious or spiritual. At this time Saturn may highlight either perceived deficiencies in the system or inadequacies in a person’s understanding of his place within it - for it is the nature of Saturn to make a person - initially at least - doubt his capabilities and judgment.
http://www.dkfoundation.co.uk/dkfoundation/BookTransitsBook9.htm

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A transit of Saturn to H9 can be a time of difficulty or even crisis as a person struggles to come to terms with what hitherto, he had not given credence. Litigation is ill advised at this time, regardless of the perceived justic of the case and overseas ventures may be fraught with difficulty. Yet, as is ever the case with Saturnian crises, if the issue can be faced up to and dealt with consciously, a person can emerge from the situation with conviction and understanding to replace a naive belief or supposition
http://www.dkfoundation.co.uk/dkfoundation/BookTransitsBook9.htm

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venus, merucry and moon are heavily challenged by squares and the opposition to neptune/venus is rose tinted glasses and illusions, confusions and deceptions with romance and finances. Be very careful with any 'get rich quick schemes'

venus square saturn suggests a feeling of being unloved from early childhood and cautious, serious romantic, affectional nature. But also having to work 'very hard' for very little recompense. I don't think you will ever be a millionaire here

Your neptune is a singleton ie; only planet in fire element which your chart lacks this element.
Singleton planets
“If a planet happens to be the only one in an element, quality, or house type, that planet is a Singleton and it can funnel all of the “energy” of the horoscope. This planet is often the most important one in the horoscope. In other words, if you just interpret the position of this one planet by sign, house, and aspect, you will get to the “heart of the horoscope”. The effect is the same as if that planet were the only one on one side of the chart.”
http://www.bobmarksastrologer.com/13.0Singletons.htm
http://www.astrologyclub.org
http://en.mimi.hu/astrology/singleton.html
http://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum/archive/index.php/t-2334.html
(There is a book out by Shirley Lyons Meier, "Elemental Voids, More than Meets the Eye", which gives a good discussion of missing elements.) The Inferior Function can be a source of great motivation and creative expression.
http://www.astrologyclub.org/articles/singletons/intro/singleton_intro.htm

Pluto square Asc can cause problems with others as you could come accross too strong and dogmatic.

You have a tremendous amount of power at your command and even you may not realize how easily others are affected by your "force field." If you seem to invite more than your share of conflicts, then perhaps you can choose to develop an awareness of your approach and tone it down a bit. You're definitely the kind of person people want on their team when winning is the objective. You won't, don't, can't quit until every option has been run through. You can become a potent agent for healing and forgiveness. Can you start with yourself? Regeneration is your gift.
http://www.skyviewzone.com/astrology/aspectspluto.htm

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Now as for *life lessons* and path this time around I would look to North Node and this falls in Leo [well aspected] which absolutely craves attention and can be a drama queen, excellent organiser, but very bossy and controlling. This connected to marriage/business partnerships shows the arena for your learning...

Lastly, saturn retrograde square neptune suggests have your dreams and ideals crushed in childhood. Saturn retro suggests a missing, absent father or someone who was ineffectual at setting structures,morals and support.