Strange Synastry

Hi, Can you tell me why this person has so bad influence on me ? This was the person who literally ruined my psyche, made me have fear of love. She was my biggest falling in love but also the person who totally break my heart.Our relationship lasted for only a few months, but I haven't got over her yet...
In the Synastry, I'm the person with Leo Sun and Capricorn Rising.

hope this clarifies, share feedbacks, wishing well, kshantaram :

moons gemini-pisces square unfriendly signs, lords mer-jup,
challenging and conflict prone;
gemini analytical, clever, humorous, confused decision making;
pisces sensitive, wise, traditional, ethical, spiritual;


ascendants cap-leo opp, enemy signs, lords sat-sun great enemies;
cap ambitious-hardworking-practical;
leo brilliant, sensitive, high self-pride;

someoneonmars said:

Hi, Can you tell me why this person has so bad influence on me ? This was the person who literally ruined my psyche, made me have fear of love. She was my biggest falling in love but also the person who totally break my heart.Our relationship lasted for only a few months, but I haven't got over her yet...
In the Synastry, I'm the person with Leo Sun and Capricorn Rising.

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Using whole sign houses, she is triggering your 3rd, 6th and especially your 8th house. The 6th and 8th can cause a lot of trouble, especially the 8th will get you at the core of your being.