Hey guys,
you are the best at helping people, that is why I turn to you about my probably biggest problem. As the title says, I guess I must be cursed in love. There is no other explanation. Even my mother says that and thinks about getting me a witch or something like that to break that curse lol.
No, seriously. I don't get what is wrong with me. I am very much a person in love, since I can remember. I already had crushes in the kindergarten. Since then, I fell in love with many boys, but none of them ever turned into my boyfriend or something similar. It was all platonic and most often one-sided or we just didn't find together due to shyness etc.
I had ONE boyfriend, but I wasn't really in love with him. He was in love with me and finally convinced me kind of to be with him. He was cute but never aroused deep feelings in me. In the end, unfortunately I hurt him of course. But it was just my desperate try to have some love.
I cannot put on a finger on why is that so. It is as something is sabotaging it every time I try. Yes, I get often insecure and shy when I am in love. My brain goes gaga. But isn't that true for everyone? Or at least for many people?
I don't even search for some super serious relationship. Some kind of affair or whatever would do it too right now. But it just doesn't seem to work. Guys find me beautiful, they tell me and show me. Friends love me for who I am. So I can't be that horrible. I'd say I'm a loving person, love is the most important thing in my life. I love to laugh, to have fun, to learn, I am active, I have a more or less clear vision for my career,... I am open towards new contacts, sometimes maybe a bit shy or insecure as I said. But all in all, I don't think I am thaaaat strange. But somehow it feels as if I am not "relationship material" (what stupid term xD), or even as if I am an
Why oh why is that so?
Any help would be great!
thx<3
you are the best at helping people, that is why I turn to you about my probably biggest problem. As the title says, I guess I must be cursed in love. There is no other explanation. Even my mother says that and thinks about getting me a witch or something like that to break that curse lol.
No, seriously. I don't get what is wrong with me. I am very much a person in love, since I can remember. I already had crushes in the kindergarten. Since then, I fell in love with many boys, but none of them ever turned into my boyfriend or something similar. It was all platonic and most often one-sided or we just didn't find together due to shyness etc.
I had ONE boyfriend, but I wasn't really in love with him. He was in love with me and finally convinced me kind of to be with him. He was cute but never aroused deep feelings in me. In the end, unfortunately I hurt him of course. But it was just my desperate try to have some love.
I cannot put on a finger on why is that so. It is as something is sabotaging it every time I try. Yes, I get often insecure and shy when I am in love. My brain goes gaga. But isn't that true for everyone? Or at least for many people?
I don't even search for some super serious relationship. Some kind of affair or whatever would do it too right now. But it just doesn't seem to work. Guys find me beautiful, they tell me and show me. Friends love me for who I am. So I can't be that horrible. I'd say I'm a loving person, love is the most important thing in my life. I love to laugh, to have fun, to learn, I am active, I have a more or less clear vision for my career,... I am open towards new contacts, sometimes maybe a bit shy or insecure as I said. But all in all, I don't think I am thaaaat strange. But somehow it feels as if I am not "relationship material" (what stupid term xD), or even as if I am an
Why oh why is that so?
Any help would be great!
thx<3