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AppLeo · #**7626** 10-10-2019, 08:32 AM

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Originally Posted by moonkat235

I hope so on the health stuff. lol

Idk I always thought faeries were way cooler. I used to read books on faeries by Brian Froud and he made beautiful artwork and gave little tidbits of info on the historical folklore of faeries around the world!

Isn't it spelled 'fairies?' But that sounds interesting. Fairies, pixies, and sprites are cute little creatures.

the elf king from the hobbit is beautyful

moonkat235 · #**7627** 10-10-2019, 08:34 AM

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Originally Posted by AppLeo

pfff, did you think I was some outsider kittypet?

hahaha I'd wanna be a medicine cat. What about you??

(but also FireStar was a kittypet, so they can turn badass! lol)

moonkat235 · #**7628** 10-10-2019, 08:35 AM

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Originally Posted by AppLeo

Isn't it spelled 'fairies?' But that sounds interesting. Fairies, pixies, and sprites are cute little creatures.

the elf king from the hobbit is beautyful

There's a whole folklore around fairy-creatures. Idk Brian Froud spells it faeries, which I think is British thing. lol

Maybe it's like magick vs magic. haha

AppLeo · #**7629** 10-10-2019, 08:40 AM

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Originally Posted by moonkat235

hahaha I'd wanna be a medicine cat. What about you??

(but also FireStar was a kittypet, so they can turn badass! lol)

well yes, your place of birth, physical body, or environment doesn't determine the quality of your character nor your ability to practice moral virtues.

tigerclaw seems to think otherwise though.. cat racist.

I'd want to be a basic *** warrior that survives long enough to become an elder. And like I'd be all black and my name would be blackfur

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Originally Posted by moonkat235

There's a whole folklore around fairy-creatures. Idk Brian Froud spells it faeries, which I think is British thing. lol

Maybe it's like magick vs magic. haha

inferior british english..

moonkat235 · #**7630** 10-10-2019, 08:43 AM

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Originally Posted by AppLeo

well yes, your place of birth, physical body, or environment doesn't determine the quality of your character nor your ability to practice moral virtues.

tigerclaw seems to think otherwise though.. cat racist.

I'd want to be a basic *** warrior that survives long enough to become an elder. And like I'd be all black and my name would be blackfur

inferior british english..

Dude, I'd totally see you going from blackfur to blackstar. lol

and lulllz

It's super interesting folklore though! The Seelie and UnSeelie courts were always interesting to me!

moonkat235 · #**7631** 10-10-2019, 08:45 AM

I think we scared everyone away with all the cat talk.

Meowww

moonkat235 · #**7632** 10-10-2019, 08:47 AM

When I was in 3rd grade, I read the first Warriors book. We had an art project gluing string onto a paper plate in any design we wanted, so I made the cover of the book on the plate. I spent hours cutting the string and laying it out to make Fireheart's lil orange face on it. It was legendary. lol

AppLeo · #**7633** 10-10-2019, 08:48 AM

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Originally Posted by moonkat235

Dude, I'd totally see you going from blackfur to blackstar. lol

and lulllz

It's super interesting folklore though! The Seelie and UnSeelie courts were always interesting to me!

leadership positions have always been fleeting from my experience

and there's a light and dark to everything I guess

moonkat235 · #**7634** 10-10-2019, 08:51 AM

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Originally Posted by AppLeo

leadership positions have always been fleeting from my experience

and there's a light and dark to everything I guess

Yeah I feel that. I like being in leadership positions at work though!

I used to have dreams about the Fae people. lol I also used to dream of these hybrid fae creatures. They used iron, which is in most folklore poisonous to fae, but these dream hybrid creatures had iron blades in their human-like bodies that they could pull out and fight each other with! It was pretty epic to watch.

AppLeo · #**7635** 10-10-2019, 08:53 AM

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Originally Posted by moonkat235

I think we scared everyone away with all the cat talk.

Meowww

not our fault that rodents flee from great beasts of beauty

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Originally Posted by moonkat235

When I was in 3rd grade, I read the first Warriors book. We had an art project gluing string onto a paper plate in any design we wanted, so I made the cover of the book on the plate. I spent hours cutting the string and laying it out to make Fireheart's lil orange face on it. It was legendary. lol

sounds like a good time, especially for such a loathsome grade.

moonkat235 · #**7636** 10-10-2019, 08:54 AM

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not our fault that rodents flee from great beasts of beauty

Yasss queen!!!

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sounds like a good time, especially for such a loathsome grade.

Yeah, I'm pretty sure that's all I remember from it lullz

david starling · #**7637** 10-10-2019, 08:58 AM

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Originally Posted by moonkat235

I think we scared everyone away with all the cat talk.

Meowww

Still wondering what Apps has against gay horses.

moonkat235 · #**7638** 10-10-2019, 09:03 AM

Maybe he needs more Sagittarius energy for that! lullz

*Enter Mr. conspiracy theorist please*

AppLeo · #**7639** 10-10-2019, 09:06 AM

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Yasss queen!!!

Yeah, I'm pretty sure that's all I remember from it lullz

getting tired. sleep is approaching. it's heavy hands caressing my eyelids

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Still wondering what Apps has against gay horses.

are you a gay horse, david? It's okay if you are; I wouldn't have anything against you. Unless you whinnied on my private property.

moonkat235 · #**7640** 10-10-2019, 09:07 AM

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Originally Posted by AppLeo

getting tired. sleep is approaching. it's heavy hands caressing my eyelids

are you a gay horse, david? It's okay if you are; I wouldn't have anything against you. Unless you whinnied on my private property.

Yeah, I def need to sleep soon... Zzzz

conspiracy theorist · #**7641** 10-10-2019, 09:09 AM

I'll only have sex with Appleo if IAMX is playing softly on his phone on the bedside table.

AppLeo · #**7642** 10-10-2019, 09:12 AM

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I'll only have sex with Appleo if IAMX is playing softly on his phone on the bedside table.

is this a dream???

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hfv9hzpyu3k

AppLeo · #**7643** 10-10-2019, 09:17 AM

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Originally Posted by moonkat235

Yeah, I def need to sleep soon... Zzzz

sleep off your need for sleep

moonkat235 · #**7644** 10-10-2019, 09:18 AM

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Originally Posted by AppLeo

sleep off your need for sleep

Sleep is for the weak anyway. lol

moonkat235 · #**7645** 10-10-2019, 09:19 AM

Speaking of IAMX, how far did you get in How to Get Away with Murder?

AppLeo · #**7646** 10-10-2019, 09:22 AM

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Originally Posted by moonkat235

Speaking of IAMX, how far did you get in How to Get Away with Murder?

stopped after season two

moonkat235 · #**7647** 10-10-2019, 09:23 AM

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stopped after season two

Further than me! lol I stopped after season 1 pretty much, although I saw a couple episodes of season 2.

moonkat235 · #**7648** 10-10-2019, 09:25 AM

Okay but time for bed for realZzzz

Goodnight friends! Glad to have you back lil Apps buddy! <3 <3 <3

david starling · #**7649** 10-10-2019, 09:26 AM

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Originally Posted by AppLeo

getting tired. sleep is approaching. it's heavy hands caressing my eyelids

are you a gay horse, david? It's okay if you are; I wouldn't have anything against you. Unless you whinnied on my private property.

No, but I'm surprised you're homoequus phobic.

Ukpoohbear · #**7650** 10-10-2019, 06:36 PM

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Originally Posted by Lykanized

I don’t even know what to make of my life because it feels like at every single corner somethings been chasing me and I’ve never been able to slow down. Like since I was a baby. I’ve always felt this intensity of pressure and a busy inner life sometimes at the ignorance of external living

Things have never been stable for me so I often wonder if they’re supposed to be or if im just supposed to learn how to master the currents. I think it may be the latter, sadly

I don’t think I’ll ever find stability in myself, but perhaps the kinda stability that comes with being able to ride the waves of instability and guide myself through them

Idek. Shit’s weird

I’m happy to hear things are chilling for you too

The intensity you describe fits your style of mentality better but if we replace intensity with confusion then I understand you to the point, although confusion can be just as traumatic as intensity, but I see your moon-mars as descriptive of your fast,burning intensity and mine would be like a Neptune fog.

But yeah, if I were to describe the last 4 years of my life as having gone downhill then I would say I have been positively heading in an uphill struggle since reaching the bottom and the part of the hill I am currently climbing back up has reached a nice plateau where I have been able to camp out and chill. I’m still on an uphill struggle, but it’s uphill not downhill, and I’m really appreciating the chill and proud of having made it this far.

Actually, the bit of drama I had the past month helped me to appreciate the plateau rather than thinking how much farther I have to still climb back up. Plus, the downhill struggle wasn’t a total loss but a sacred adventure into the depths of the soul, which only the brave chose to do. Now, having survived the mental apocalypse, it does not automatically give safe passage or a modern elevator ride back up to the top of the hill but instead gives the gift of sacred knowledge plus a newly found resolve based on the gift of having a sense of purpose but still a heady climb back up.

I would associate the climbing down to do with learning about the inner self and the climb back up to reality about fixing the outward self as it appears changed forever.