MentalMercury
Active member
I have this passion for astrology ever since I was 14 years old. But after 30 odd years I am completely baffled about my own chart and my life. Was diagnosed as a 'completely unaware highly gifted adult suffering all the typical problems that come with the territory' some time ago. It came as a complete and utter shock as I seriously never saw that one coming, still struggling with the concept.
I know all about the suffering as people can be really evil to everybody who doesn't fit their comfort zone. But I am also very sure I am not Einstein material as my grade point average is exactly that, very extremely average.
Apparently I was wrong and the shrink is right as I do fit the nerd profile down to the last dot. I only lack the good marks? But he says that is the result of me hiding my talents as good marks meant unwanted attention at home, like having to do the trick again and again and again and I get bored after the first time. Really, I seriously don't see the point of getting high marks just to please everybody else.
So, is my chart really the chart of a genius? And if so, what am I completely failing to see about my own talents? As I consider myself being completely talentless, only have a wide range of interests as long as it isn't about kids, fashion, decorating, make up and other girly stuff (I'm a woman and very much look like one too as there is no hiding some body parts).
I had a nearly eidetic memory, but killed that by smoking pot a lot for decades.
Please kids, do not try that at home, it will damage your brains!
I know all about the suffering as people can be really evil to everybody who doesn't fit their comfort zone. But I am also very sure I am not Einstein material as my grade point average is exactly that, very extremely average.
Apparently I was wrong and the shrink is right as I do fit the nerd profile down to the last dot. I only lack the good marks? But he says that is the result of me hiding my talents as good marks meant unwanted attention at home, like having to do the trick again and again and again and I get bored after the first time. Really, I seriously don't see the point of getting high marks just to please everybody else.
So, is my chart really the chart of a genius? And if so, what am I completely failing to see about my own talents? As I consider myself being completely talentless, only have a wide range of interests as long as it isn't about kids, fashion, decorating, make up and other girly stuff (I'm a woman and very much look like one too as there is no hiding some body parts).
I had a nearly eidetic memory, but killed that by smoking pot a lot for decades.
Please kids, do not try that at home, it will damage your brains!