Lady Butterfly
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Hello! I have dabbled a bit in astrology and seen my chart. I am a scorpio sun and I believe I have leo rising and libra moon and some other libra in my chart. My birthdate is Nov 20, 1973 at 11:06 pm in Livermore, CA.
I am a survivor of spousal abuse; we have been split for five years now but still need to finish the paperwork! Now he has found a new girlfriend but I am still alone and sometimes I wonder if I always will be alone. And especially if I will ever have a baby. I figure I have maybe 10 years left where it would even be possible. So does anyone want to take a crack at my chart and tell me what u see.... especially as far as children, will I ever have a child? lol I guess first I need a partner to even make that possible, but I am so gunshy after the violent marriage I was in. I have having trouble moving on, I was fine for a long time but now he is moving on and happy and i guess there is part of me that just doesnt want him to be happy, i want him to keep suffering because he hurt me so much. But I dont think thinking this way is very good for me and I am trying to stop!
It's not my call if the universe wants to bless him or curse me.... so please tell me what you honestly see, I can totally take it whatever it is. I take astrology somewhat with a grain of salt but it is interesting to find out how it reads according to the stars.... I am also wondering if I will be able to find a job I love or end up just going through the motions for a paycheck. Will I have passion of any sort come back into my life to relieve me of this feeling of numbness I have developed?
I am a survivor of spousal abuse; we have been split for five years now but still need to finish the paperwork! Now he has found a new girlfriend but I am still alone and sometimes I wonder if I always will be alone. And especially if I will ever have a baby. I figure I have maybe 10 years left where it would even be possible. So does anyone want to take a crack at my chart and tell me what u see.... especially as far as children, will I ever have a child? lol I guess first I need a partner to even make that possible, but I am so gunshy after the violent marriage I was in. I have having trouble moving on, I was fine for a long time but now he is moving on and happy and i guess there is part of me that just doesnt want him to be happy, i want him to keep suffering because he hurt me so much. But I dont think thinking this way is very good for me and I am trying to stop!
It's not my call if the universe wants to bless him or curse me.... so please tell me what you honestly see, I can totally take it whatever it is. I take astrology somewhat with a grain of salt but it is interesting to find out how it reads according to the stars.... I am also wondering if I will be able to find a job I love or end up just going through the motions for a paycheck. Will I have passion of any sort come back into my life to relieve me of this feeling of numbness I have developed?