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Re: Aspects self harm/ hatred

Originally Posted by midnight sun View Post
I am suicidal for years and try to commit twice. All my life, I hate myself, I am praying for death everyday

I am Cancer with Virgo Moon. Mercury, Mars all in Cancer.
Libra asc but Pluto in first house. Pluto aspects are good. But;

Saturn-SN in 2nd opposite Venus-NN in 8th, both sqaure Jupiter in 4th
Neptune in 3rd opposite Sun-Mars in 9th.

I am living the three kinds of water signs at the same time. And to make matters worse, Virgo Moon, God I hate that! This is just a self-torturer, nothing more.

Virgo Moon: From outside, your life is beautiful, you have everything, everything's going fine but in your head; you're always unhappy, your life is always bad and you always deserve to die. And no one sees it you never show outside.
I think you felt not pretty lonely and not loving yourself enough Saturn opposite Venus those cause might be of reason of harming yourself.

Christina Ricci had the same aspect she used to starve herself which is pretty much harming yourslef
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