Thanks Shanti, that was really interesting. That T-square has been challenging for me, causing me to be over-emotional, fanatical, angry and insecure all at once!
Yes, but it should really be an asset for you as well.
Interpreting T-squares have routes to it.
* One is to take each part of it analyzing element sign house planet so forth and see what it entails and then go to next part and see in the end what parts are struggling in the dynamic formation.
* Another is to just imagine the involved planets in a lump and see what it gives. Mars drive, energy, Pluto power intensity---Jupiter expansion --Moon emotions.
So this pattern can give drive to succeed and the power to do so. It's there in your chart and you can acess it.
It's the counterpart of the
South node on MC which can give insecurity and anxiety in career matters.
Saturn is there too conjunct
MC in the mix which adds caution and doubts, and add the possible late bloomer syndrome, growing step by step as times goes by.
Saturn in Vedic astrology is said to mature in mid30ies and you are still young.
South node is a point of release and north node a point of influx of energies. So south node on MC favours career attititudes of giving, compassion, serving et.c which can be applied in any profession.
My only question for you Shanti, is why did you cast the chart a few minutes earlier? Isn't that cheating
Yes indeed ! Just on impulse...an idea of mine. I am very impulsive in posting sometimes..aries sun mercury..
My professional experiences thus far have highlighted my emotional weaknesses more than any other experiences (my insecurity with dealing with strangers and the public as well as my lack of self-esteem in my worth). These experiences have taught me about myself and shown me areas that need work. It's kind of like the universe is telling me- you need to work on yourself before you can do that! It's just the knowing how to go about it that's tough (as in, how does one learn to love oneself?). I guess that's my challenge.
Yes that's Saturn and south node conjunct MC.
My solar fire pop-up interpretation:
"SATURN IN THE 10TH HOUSE
You have a fear of public failure, and approach your career with caution. After early setbacks you will become hard-working and respectable in your chosen profession."
So as Kimberly said you are on right track. There is no shortcuts. You have to learn to live with the insecurity but still act and deal with it. I recommend doing positive visualisations each day of yourself in where you want to be. Feeling the positive emotions such inner pictures gives you. These positive feelings will attract to you more positive outcomes in the end. Then you use the positive power of your inner power inherent in the T-square.
Simultaneusly work on yourself with awareness. Awareness and accepting all of your emotions of insecurities et.c. This will loose up knots in your karmic bag and psychology.
Your
progressed Sun (identity in development) at 2' Taurus is about to enter your T-square in coming years.
You have an opportunity to go about to take back your power ! A process in selfidentity formation, selftransformation...yes.
Good luck
Shanti