Hello Cecile,
I know that with each paragraph you progress towards an end result of my chart. It's kind of like a story (which I like very much!), but I have chosen to respond to each paragraph individually as this makes it easier/organized for myself to give feedback.
The locomotive pattern
This definitely describes my problem. I tried many things that I like with serious motivation (obsessed even), but somehow I couldn't stay motivated for too long with them. Switching back and forth between different matters wasn't getting me anywhere, which lead me to frustrations eventually. I spend most of my time thinking what could be wrong and being too unmotivated to pick up working on my skills again.
Being my own boss feels better to me. The reason being is probably because I'm different in my personality/thinking than most people. Through my work experiences I came to the conclusion that I never thought that I'd fit in.
But I'm afraid I cannot argue with the point you've made about not being able to be my own (motivational)boss, as I tried this a couple of years and as a result leading to nothing.
3 Retrograding planets
Yes, I would definitely call myself introspective. I have had many days only thinking without actually taking action. Taking action is for me personally the hardest part in matters.
I studied information technology a couple of years ago where I learned programming languages which also has a lot to do with numbers. I got my certificates but never did anything with my knowledge after that. I do not dislike working with numbers, however office work doesn't really suit me I think, maybe it's possible if there is some variety in work environment.
The elements
You're absolutely right about this one. I'm very withdrawn from the world, I have enough on my hands with myself and my thoughts. I really appreciate solitude.
Politics used to interest me, but I can't stand the games parties play in politics it's sickening. Anyways to the point, like you wrote I don't see myself giving speeches to the crowds haha
Very accurate of you.
The sun no major aspects
I feel invisible all the time haha. This is my own choice however, as stated above I prefer solitude and through that find out who I am.
I think this is also why I'd rather work for myself, I have a feeling the inconjunct sun is isolating me from people.
My mind is also very active, preventing me a good night of rest from time to time.
The sun & how others see you
Wow! your description here is so accurate, very good! Many things interest me, but most importantly foreign lands, languages and everything else foreign. Especially the far east Asia-Russia interest me. I use google maps(streetview) to "travel" to interesting cities/villages and landscapes very often. But really, when I hear something foreign I immediately want to find out what it is, reading about it and indeed finding out it's history. History also interests me very much, especially the medieval ages.
The professions that you stated here could work.
The moon
Accountant will be difficult as it does not involve most of which I like. Salary also does not have a priority either.
Foreign correspondent sounds interesting, it involves travel, languages and you'll have the liberty of expressing your own views which is also an important aspect. This suggestion could work.
The ascendant
I used to be a person who would change their personality just to be "normal" when I was younger. Grew tired of it, and have chosen to embrace who I am and value myself more. This works surprisingly well around the people I know, especially the last couple of years.
Thank you for warning me about these dates, will definitely mark them down! I read about mars in the 8th being prone to accidents and violent deaths.
Neptune conjunction saturn
Again very accurate here. Really impressive how so immediately saw this. I tried many fields of design/art. I enjoy being busy with design, and I'm still busy designing game assets every now and then when I find the inspiration/motivation. I would like to know this, why do you think that I don't have the markings for making a living in a design field? How do you see/know this?
Pluto in scorpio
Archaeology indeed sounds very interesting I really enjoy the way you build every paragraph to this end result. Archaeology has so much that would give me fullfilment, but something somehow tells me that I would be better off alone living like an artist. Don't know how to explain it, maybe this is the north node in capricorn 4th house or my personality?
I'm very grateful with the information you gave me, everything is spot on. Really impressed that you can still remember so much after such a long time being inactive in astrology. What made you come back to astrology?
Thank you!
Archie