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Your Scorpio moon gives you a very deep reservoir for emotional energy. You have the capability of seeing deep and sometimes dark things. But just because you can see deep dark things doesn't make you a deep dark person. Try not to think your fooling people or lying to them just because you see dark things. Seeing dark things doesn't make you a bad person. Being a water sign is wonderful at healing emotionally especially with the watery pieces rising as well. Water is reflective and it's the mirroring others that show people their true selves.
One thing I want to say is that you pick up ALOT of emotional energy from others. It's important to let that stuff out. Especially having Pisces strong in your chart you can pick stuff up without even realizing and it will get trapped in there. Build up of negative emotion can become very toxic to your physical body and energy body. Crying is an excellent way to let stuff out. Your body is designed to cry to release strong emotional build up -good or bad.
Even if you have to do it in private please let yourself cry.
Your deep Emotions do best in areas of your life that about higher learning or higher education such as college or what we are doing here with astrology. Anything metaphysical, new age, religious. Areas where you can grow and expand spiritually. Teaching these subjects may also make you feel good- traveling to learn or teach. I see your interest in astrology with your moon placed here.
Daily routine is important for you to get stuff done. Day to day routines may feel stagnant at times but they are wonderful for accomplishing goals. If You work at something little by little each day, eventually it's complete. Creating daily tasks are also important in maintaining good Heath because you can allocate time to certain things which keeps you in balance. Again try to remember to add in to your daily routines to give yourself time each day to release your emotional buildup. The end of your day is best as that's when your tired and at your weakest
Get those trapped emotions out
If you feel like you can't or don't want to cry because you don't have time or don't want to deal with it- try to shine some light on something your have been avoiding or that has been lingering and hurting. Exposing it and acknowledging your hurt and pain is great for helping you cry. Again it's so important for you to let out emotional build up daily or it will build to a toxic level
Also when you retreat to be alone be aware of why you need to retreat. Again you pick up a lot of emotional/psychic energy and you may be isolating yourself to hide or defend yourself against this. Picking up all that energy is very draining so when you isolate yourself make sure your not just hiding but also releasing that energy through something or somehow. It will actually help you recharge much more quickly
Not sure if you drink alcohol or do drugs but be aware that each time you do any sort of escapist activity that is a form of hiding. Not releasing
You have great healing abilities. But you need to make sure you heal yourself too. Because Healing people emotionally can take a toll on you and make you bitter if you feel like your being used or abused. And if your bitter or hurt you can't heal in a pure positive or transformative way. In other words if you don't release the stuff inside you that you pick up you won't perform as your highest self which can perpetuate the ****** yucky feeling. There is nothing in the world wrong with feeling good. And you are allowed to feel good anytime you choose. Feeling good is why we do everything we do in life if you think about it. Everything we do in life is so we can feel good emotionally.
Empathic people like yourself can benefit from imagining a shield of white light surrounding them when they go out. It's just a little imaging each morning that you are surrounded by white light and that acts like a protective shield to negative energy. Just a fun little thing to do but it makes a world of difference, you have tremendous personal power so you can decide how strong you want your shield by what or where your about to go that day.
I could go on and on but I wanted you to read this first
