Pa Chandelier
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Diane - you seem to think of the south and north node in the exact opposit emanner as I was used to intrpret them - I thought south node is that which we came into he world knowing.
Regadless - south node - Chiron speaks to me directly in that I've had to heal others in order to heal myself. For example - in my country there was a religious murder - the grand-grandson of Vincent van Gogh was murdered for his ati-Islamic talk - the countryreacted neurotically and iI knew I had to find a muslim youth to bring on national television, to relieve the high pressure kettle that was muslim / muslim fearing Holland.
To find the kid, to make the film and to get it on tv took a year. During this year I've transformed and gotten a lot more comfortable with my life and myself.
Regarding energetic healing; I can sense energies, can call on angels and Gods, can influence peoples aura's directly by just thinking of it, but I would like a tutor. There are lots of healers around here but none of them - no one that I know of - is willing to go in there with me - to the core of the Earth, to the paradigm that is about the crack, to the legions of forces that are so anxious to jump into battle with us that I feel them breathing in my neck. A warrior-shaman is what I needed all along but I haven't met anyone - which leads me to believe I'm here to discover it myself - through trial and error - to rediscover ancient laws and phrase them for our times.
I had a great night by the way - with Libra in mind I went to a wrap-part of the show I was working for - and it worked - I don't think I rubbed anyone the wrong way the etire night1
Regadless - south node - Chiron speaks to me directly in that I've had to heal others in order to heal myself. For example - in my country there was a religious murder - the grand-grandson of Vincent van Gogh was murdered for his ati-Islamic talk - the countryreacted neurotically and iI knew I had to find a muslim youth to bring on national television, to relieve the high pressure kettle that was muslim / muslim fearing Holland.
To find the kid, to make the film and to get it on tv took a year. During this year I've transformed and gotten a lot more comfortable with my life and myself.
Regarding energetic healing; I can sense energies, can call on angels and Gods, can influence peoples aura's directly by just thinking of it, but I would like a tutor. There are lots of healers around here but none of them - no one that I know of - is willing to go in there with me - to the core of the Earth, to the paradigm that is about the crack, to the legions of forces that are so anxious to jump into battle with us that I feel them breathing in my neck. A warrior-shaman is what I needed all along but I haven't met anyone - which leads me to believe I'm here to discover it myself - through trial and error - to rediscover ancient laws and phrase them for our times.
I had a great night by the way - with Libra in mind I went to a wrap-part of the show I was working for - and it worked - I don't think I rubbed anyone the wrong way the etire night1