Well, I suppose it's the nature of forums to change as new people come in. If you want to change the energy, you have the power to contribute to it too. Which isn't an accusation that you don't, but just because the same people aren't conversing with you doesn't mean you can't contribute energy yourself or start new conversations along the lines of what you want to see on the forum
People are here for different reasons so if you want certain energy that others aren't providing, you can do so yourself too and you never know what'll happen
"It is the easy way out. If people's lives are so difficult with the mental illness, then it's easy to just take your life because you don't have to fight anymore."
I've fought more than either of you understand.
Just because I was suicidal doesn't mean I was being weak. I was dealing with a lot. That's misunderstanding me and I don't like that
To answer the question, I think my hardest aspect is my Sun Square Saturn.
Sun square Saturn is very hard, agreed. But it does make you work hard for what you want. Sometimes it goes too far and what our obsession is jay we have been working to get can seem like it will always be out of our grasp or taken away from us somehow.
I read this aspect can show people hiding behind a mask. I do this. My mask is makeup.
Yeah, Sun-Saturn can really repress someone's personality.
As well as Saturn conj Asc, which is what I have. Talking about repressed personality. It's like a chain around my neck that fastens at times.
Also Moon square Venus. That one is giving me major hell in my life. Inside I'm a loving person that just wants to show their love and jump around and tell how much I love people in my life (leo moon) but the square from my scorpio venus just makes me numb, unable to express that. Also Saturn on my Asc makes it hard for me to express it. It almost feel like I can't change it no matter how I try. I'm better of showing my love with acts, rather than words.
Oh and Mars on DC, opposed Saturn. This one is a charmer. However I find it hard but very beneficial. When my Mars pulls me to act without thinking, Saturn pulls him on the other side. "No, no. Not yet. Slow and steady" This aspect can drive one to bipolarity hahaha.
Prolly Saturn opposite Mars and Moon square Venus. Oh.. the moon and venus is still ongoing in my life. It's so goddamn hard for me to express my love. It's like inside I'm screaming "I LOVE YOU , you are so important to me, I'm so blessed to have you in my life" and outside people just see 😒
It's so hard. I'm not sure that's caused by that square tho, I'm just guessing.
Saturn opposite Mars PLUS Saturn on Asc and Mars on Dc has left me paralyzed many times. It's a mental torture at times. -_-
Mars/Saturn/Jupiter T-square.
Okay, but you have to say why.