Thank you all again for the great insight.
Vista, high five for cancer moon in 4th. Yes, I do feel the need for a personal sanctuary. I spend a lot of time in my room, but I really wish I had my own personal house that I could decorate in my own manner, create my own habits, and adapt it to them.
I currently live with my mother, but it's like she's my room mate, lol. We speak occasionally when we have lunch or dinner togather (not hat frequent), but in general we live our own life and so. We also meet when we smoke at the window (yes, I'm a smoker, blame Neptune).
(since I got many requests to describe my relation with my parents)
My mother does care for me, but she's never really the caring or affective kind. My parents are currently divorced, and the marriage (which ended when I was 11, had prog. saturn conjunct moon) was quite troubled.
My father is a bit of the typical failed genious. He's very skilled in Mathematics, a great logical thinker, and a calculator with legs. He introduced me to Occultism and Astrology and always pressured me a lot for high results in school, and was very strict and demanding.
I had to develop rethorics to be able to make a stand with him, and he actually always forced me to build argumentation in order to get what I wanted. I was, basically, his personal project (AC Leo, Sun in Leo 1st house).
Even considering his skills, he never went very high in the social ladder (south node in 10th) and that made him frustrated, so he tried to gather all the means necessary to make me build my own career.
Since my mom wasn't very affective, he also grew depressed over the marriage, and started drinking. There was no physical violence, but it was psychologically very strong.
I think this gives you a good general perspective of my past. I also had many quarrels with my dad, I grew very rebel during my early teenage years, and our relationship only improved when I stabilized and developed a stronger rational side.
Astrologer, I never really thought that the inconjunction between the Moon and Mercury functioned liked that, very interesting.