UraSatVen1029
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I'm currently studying Nursing right now, just got out from Medical Technology. The reason why I shifted was because I realized how much I'd prefer my childhood dream rather than my parents' dream for me. With Nursing though, I can go abroad and that might be my only chance of permanently relocating there to pursue my real dream.
I know it does sound like the most practical and the most correct way, but the longer I study in a med school, the more I drive myself crazy with anxiousness, doubt, fear and restlessness. Med school is not easy and I'm always doing not so well even if I try hard and it just makes me think, "What's the point? Why am I here if I plan to do something else for the rest of my life?"
Please be honest with me. You can tell me if I'm being too impatient, but right now I just feel the buzzing energy that just want to come out. Like if I'm running at half of my full speed in med school, I wanna run in full speed for my childhood dream, which is Music and Acting. With all the pressure, failing scores and strict profs, the fear and doubt within grows stronger each day, makes me wonder if I'll be stuck in the medical field forever because I'll also never be good enough for Music and Acting. Idk where all this energy is coming from but everyday I really feel it. The urge is strong.
Here's my chart with transits:
I know it does sound like the most practical and the most correct way, but the longer I study in a med school, the more I drive myself crazy with anxiousness, doubt, fear and restlessness. Med school is not easy and I'm always doing not so well even if I try hard and it just makes me think, "What's the point? Why am I here if I plan to do something else for the rest of my life?"
Please be honest with me. You can tell me if I'm being too impatient, but right now I just feel the buzzing energy that just want to come out. Like if I'm running at half of my full speed in med school, I wanna run in full speed for my childhood dream, which is Music and Acting. With all the pressure, failing scores and strict profs, the fear and doubt within grows stronger each day, makes me wonder if I'll be stuck in the medical field forever because I'll also never be good enough for Music and Acting. Idk where all this energy is coming from but everyday I really feel it. The urge is strong.
Here's my chart with transits: