Nothing too encouraging.
I have survived things that would have crushed others, driven them mad. All I can say is stiffen/find that backbone and rise above, don't let others have a say in your life. Stay true and your "fate" might just find you. "Do no harm, take no sh*t"
My mom is part of that one, she falls in the Get out of my way, while I show myself and you. Generally laid back though. She has stepped up when others have backed down.
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Sat, Ura, and Nep on the wide side. Currently Pluto has been/is transiting there. DC tossed in for h*ll. Someone close has his sun in the mix. That topic is another day.. Maybe, idk yet... Here's a tid bit.
Quite a few of my childhood friends are successful in the worlds eyes, but they themselves feel it's too mundane/routine, they have passions they wish to follow, but "money is what makes the world go round" so they end up "trapped in the vicious loop of conformity within a broken system." I feel that sentiment. I hate how everything is, with borders and this apparent ownership of the earth by governments... All these divisions like race, gender, political views, religion, ect. the world is wrong with us as a species.. work together, something so freaking simple, yet so friggin hard to grasp.
(the letter 'I' annoys me, but saying "me like, or me do is more annoying.")
I'm in mid April of 89, I don't rush in, I observe, and grow fond of things slowly. Like this forum, and all of you. I will never claim to know more then I do, My issue, is actually putting my opinion out there if not comfortable. I get to know the energies. (I really don't like divulging things without some level of "comfort" I suppose, hence the bleeding effect at the moment.)
I invest in the strange, and where there is genuine need. I have stories in regards to this topic,
remembering things is sometimes hard... I block out so much, so often.. I also jumble things, type words in the wrong order, A LOT.
I steered my life in the WRONG direction(
I ran from my problems, when I should have tackled them at full speed) in my early twenties(23ish Ven & Pluto transit on cap dc.). I've paid for it in full, Lost family, friends, homes,
I am my own support. In my case, it's a literal gun put to the head, then asked "you afraid now". So in regards to that, there is a well deep inside us, and like they say, when the going gets tough, the tough get going.
It's going to get tough, our years feel it on some level. Encouragement:
When they call your name, step forward, not back. Don't shy away from the hardships that have/are/will come. Embrace them like a long lost friend. No one is gunna stand up for us, we make that choice, when we stand up for ourselves, we inspire others to do so, putting aside differences is where standing up together gets dicey.. There's my contribution for now. I know how that stellium shows in my peers(know personally, read charts for, or talked to in passing). its a make it or break deal no blurred lines, no fence or grey areas.
Experiences do differ. Hope this sheds some sort of light on something useful, My chart at face value doesn't tell the whole "easy" story.
(I also second guess myself, a lot, like this post, too personal, is it actually constructive, and relative to the topic, will it be taken the wrong way, don't have any personals there natally, unless vesta "count's" lol, transits suck 7/10 times.... F**k it, with me its either over think and never open my mouth, or I go with it and jolt/shock people. minimal grey area.)
This is soo jumbled, Oh well, here's a can of worms and the can opener.
*On my walk home I had a creepy person encounter, maybe just under an hour ago, so I'm scatter brained. Dude was seriously creeper lvl 9. I'm always on some level of "edge" but this guy... gross vibes..
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