anjelik
Well-known member
I've really just begun to feel the effects of Saturn transiting my 1st house and I have to say, it is REALLY jarring. I have had a lot of things fall on me in the last few months, but at the moment I am really struggling and am only hoping that everything happening will eventually work itself out and life will be easier again.
For context:
- Just had a new baby 6 weeks ago
- Have a toddler who has been holding her bowls and won't bathe the last 6 weeks since she accidentally pooped in the bath
- Father in law has been unwell since January and has been in and out of hospital for the last 7 weeks
- My dad has prostate surgery and they pierced his intestines during the surgery so he was in a bit of a state
- Husband accepted a more stressful role at work, so he is very consumed with that, along with looking after his dad
- Pandemic in general contributing to post partum depression and overall feeling of isolation. Not to mention I can't even take my kids anywhere.
- Can't fly home to visit family or friends because my passport is tied up at the moment. As well as my daughter doesn't have a birth certificate yet due to Covid shutting everything down. So I can't even get her passports.
- Looking after a newborn baby and a toddler with little to no outside support due to covid but also no network of support like I would have living back home.
There is much more but that kind of just is a bit of a summary of everything happening for me at this very moment.
Can someone shed some light on my transits/progressions to give me a sense of what I should be doing to help this along? I am trying my best but at the worst of times I feel like I am in quicksand and feel quite hopeless. Then on the odd day I feel like "ok I got this..." but that is usually a more fleeting feeling than anything.
Thanks so much!
For context:
- Just had a new baby 6 weeks ago
- Have a toddler who has been holding her bowls and won't bathe the last 6 weeks since she accidentally pooped in the bath
- Father in law has been unwell since January and has been in and out of hospital for the last 7 weeks
- My dad has prostate surgery and they pierced his intestines during the surgery so he was in a bit of a state
- Husband accepted a more stressful role at work, so he is very consumed with that, along with looking after his dad
- Pandemic in general contributing to post partum depression and overall feeling of isolation. Not to mention I can't even take my kids anywhere.
- Can't fly home to visit family or friends because my passport is tied up at the moment. As well as my daughter doesn't have a birth certificate yet due to Covid shutting everything down. So I can't even get her passports.
- Looking after a newborn baby and a toddler with little to no outside support due to covid but also no network of support like I would have living back home.
There is much more but that kind of just is a bit of a summary of everything happening for me at this very moment.
Can someone shed some light on my transits/progressions to give me a sense of what I should be doing to help this along? I am trying my best but at the worst of times I feel like I am in quicksand and feel quite hopeless. Then on the odd day I feel like "ok I got this..." but that is usually a more fleeting feeling than anything.
Thanks so much!