Now we have more data to work with:
PMoon in the 8th, with PSun in the 9th; this is the time for clearing up any emotional blockages from the past, and discovering new ways of seeing your direction in life from a higher perspective. Time for planting the seeds for new ways of doing things by adapting your thinking processes. The PMoon is being hampered by it's angle to natal Saturn currently; think and review before proceeding. Complicating matters is the Saturn Return now occurring for you, which symbolizes an important developmental phase in your life, that only occurs once every 30 years approximately. This definitely brings up issues from the past that need to be cleared away. Since natal Saturn trines Venus and the Moon in the chart, this can indicate greater stability and support through female family members; with natal Uranus afflicting the pair though, the suggestion is that your relationships with them may have been interrupted or led to estrangement through a lack of communication. This may be the time for reconciling any past differences, and seeing how those early relationships affect your other relationships with women [especially in marriage, especially in the next few months. Thus the balsamic Moon phase can be helpful for you in removing any emotional blockages you may carry towards these past interactions, so that you may be free to attain better balance in your personal relationships. At the same time, pMoon is just pulling away from a square with nUranus, which can make for some rather dramatic, erratic, sudden or unexpected changes that could catch you off guard. This seems to be one of the themes playing out for you at this juncture. The good news: transit Jupiter is making a nice trine to natal Venus in your 7th, promising for relationships and perhaps even marriage...transit Neptune will also soon make a promising sextile to your pSun. Things may well be looking up for you after after Saturn turns direct again, and moves away from the heavy influences of the Saturn Return.