rileyaugwil
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Hi! You don't need to read the paragraphs below obviously unless you want more background information, I just wanted it to be there to make things easier.
I need some help putting a few things together in my chart. I wrote up a whole thing and it got deleted, so hopefully I remember everything. I've been going through a hard time recently; I was disowned by my dad and his family after standing up to him about abuse, they now refuse to pay or help pay for college, I don't actually like the college I'm at, and just a lot of generally unpleasant things. I'm not hopeless about the future though, I just feel like I'm missing something on how to move forward and get what I want out of life if that makes sense. I feel like it's right in front of me, but I just can't see it or get my hands on it. I'm not unfamiliar with astrology, but there are parts of my chart that I feel mean something, but I can't really put it together well. Also, I know that my birth time is correct, my mom called for it as soon as I was born to make sure my chart would be accurate. I'll give feedback to anyone who replies, I'm on leave from school right now so I have plenty of time!
I'm an actress, that's what I'm currently going to school for and it's the only thing I can actually see myself doing. Around the time I graduated high school, (I'm 19, so not too long ago) I kind of gave up on the idea of it, thinking it was childish and I'd just figure out what I was really meant to do later. I didn't, but I felt very sad and hopeless about life, like it was just empty and there was no point. Once I made it my solid goal again, and actually verbalized it to people, things started turning around again. I feel like my chart supports acting, as long as the 12th house isn't interpreted as too negative. My chart aside, I don't think success/fame is too far fetched for me; both sides of my family are fairly prominent, and I grew up around powerful people. Even though I know how greedy, cold, and unforgiving some of these people can be, and I've learned some hard lessons, I think that'll work in my benefit in the future. I only bring this up because I've seen it asked in threads similar to mine.
Mainly I want help figuring out how to move forward, and if you see anything in my chart that suggests an acting career, fame, etc. I also think that I sell myself short a lot, and I'd like to stop doing that. I think it'd be helpful to have someone's perspective other than my own.
Here are the parts of my chart that I'd like some insight on-
-The Venus-Jupiter conjunction in the 11th house/Pisces. Venus is exalted and my chart ruler, and Jupiter is the traditional ruler. I feel like this placement is strong, even though venus makes a lot of squares.
-The MC ruler is Saturn, which is conjunct my sun. It's debilitated in aries, but my sun is exalted in aries, so I don't know. I'd think MC ruler conjunct the sun would mean something, but I haven't found anything on it.
-Uranus and Neptune in the 10th house, with Neptune loosely conjunct the MC. Just based off of my experiences so far, I count this as a conjunction since I resonate with it. I never used to pay much attention to these placements, but now I feel like they're important.
-I really think the NN in the 5th house relates to me acting. I think it's interesting that my brother's north node is on the other side of the axis in the 11th house. It probably doesn't mean anything in this context, but I think it is neat!
-I like my moon and pluto in the 8th house, I think that they and my 12th house placements are the reason that I'm good at acting; I can tap into energy pretty easily.
-How important are aspects when it comes to the Part of Fortune? I can't find a ton on it, but mine trines my stellium. As you can see, my chart has a LOT of squares, so it stood out to me that this mainly makes trines.
-A big thing that all of my planets fall in the southern hemisphere. I used to not like this, because there weren't any cool patterns in my chart. Now I really think it's interesting, because I started studying astrology more and I haven't seen many charts like it. From what I read, it makes you more public oriented, so I wonder how it interacts with my 12th house. I hate being behind the scenes, and I like to be the center of attention. However, I am a reserved person, and I don't really go out to socialize. I only have a few close friends, and I'm very close to my mom's family. I can definitely isolate myself at times.
I think that's it. I know I wrote a lot, I don't expect anyone to answer everything, I honestly just appreciate any input/insight. If anything stands out to you in my chart that seems important or interesting I'd love to know. Again, I'll give feedback and answer any other questions that may help; as you can see I'm pretty longwinded and have time on my hands. Thank you!
I need some help putting a few things together in my chart. I wrote up a whole thing and it got deleted, so hopefully I remember everything. I've been going through a hard time recently; I was disowned by my dad and his family after standing up to him about abuse, they now refuse to pay or help pay for college, I don't actually like the college I'm at, and just a lot of generally unpleasant things. I'm not hopeless about the future though, I just feel like I'm missing something on how to move forward and get what I want out of life if that makes sense. I feel like it's right in front of me, but I just can't see it or get my hands on it. I'm not unfamiliar with astrology, but there are parts of my chart that I feel mean something, but I can't really put it together well. Also, I know that my birth time is correct, my mom called for it as soon as I was born to make sure my chart would be accurate. I'll give feedback to anyone who replies, I'm on leave from school right now so I have plenty of time!
I'm an actress, that's what I'm currently going to school for and it's the only thing I can actually see myself doing. Around the time I graduated high school, (I'm 19, so not too long ago) I kind of gave up on the idea of it, thinking it was childish and I'd just figure out what I was really meant to do later. I didn't, but I felt very sad and hopeless about life, like it was just empty and there was no point. Once I made it my solid goal again, and actually verbalized it to people, things started turning around again. I feel like my chart supports acting, as long as the 12th house isn't interpreted as too negative. My chart aside, I don't think success/fame is too far fetched for me; both sides of my family are fairly prominent, and I grew up around powerful people. Even though I know how greedy, cold, and unforgiving some of these people can be, and I've learned some hard lessons, I think that'll work in my benefit in the future. I only bring this up because I've seen it asked in threads similar to mine.
Mainly I want help figuring out how to move forward, and if you see anything in my chart that suggests an acting career, fame, etc. I also think that I sell myself short a lot, and I'd like to stop doing that. I think it'd be helpful to have someone's perspective other than my own.
Here are the parts of my chart that I'd like some insight on-
-The Venus-Jupiter conjunction in the 11th house/Pisces. Venus is exalted and my chart ruler, and Jupiter is the traditional ruler. I feel like this placement is strong, even though venus makes a lot of squares.
-The MC ruler is Saturn, which is conjunct my sun. It's debilitated in aries, but my sun is exalted in aries, so I don't know. I'd think MC ruler conjunct the sun would mean something, but I haven't found anything on it.
-Uranus and Neptune in the 10th house, with Neptune loosely conjunct the MC. Just based off of my experiences so far, I count this as a conjunction since I resonate with it. I never used to pay much attention to these placements, but now I feel like they're important.
-I really think the NN in the 5th house relates to me acting. I think it's interesting that my brother's north node is on the other side of the axis in the 11th house. It probably doesn't mean anything in this context, but I think it is neat!
-I like my moon and pluto in the 8th house, I think that they and my 12th house placements are the reason that I'm good at acting; I can tap into energy pretty easily.
-How important are aspects when it comes to the Part of Fortune? I can't find a ton on it, but mine trines my stellium. As you can see, my chart has a LOT of squares, so it stood out to me that this mainly makes trines.
-A big thing that all of my planets fall in the southern hemisphere. I used to not like this, because there weren't any cool patterns in my chart. Now I really think it's interesting, because I started studying astrology more and I haven't seen many charts like it. From what I read, it makes you more public oriented, so I wonder how it interacts with my 12th house. I hate being behind the scenes, and I like to be the center of attention. However, I am a reserved person, and I don't really go out to socialize. I only have a few close friends, and I'm very close to my mom's family. I can definitely isolate myself at times.
I think that's it. I know I wrote a lot, I don't expect anyone to answer everything, I honestly just appreciate any input/insight. If anything stands out to you in my chart that seems important or interesting I'd love to know. Again, I'll give feedback and answer any other questions that may help; as you can see I'm pretty longwinded and have time on my hands. Thank you!