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Thank you so much for helpful, three m symbols .
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our forum is not intended as a place to receive detailed, expert free readingsHello. I realized that when you want a reading on this forum
without exploiting emotions, people don't volunteer so much.
I don't have a daughter who was born yesterday, or
I haven't lost my job recently.
Well.
I just have a sadness that never goes between my ribs.
I have an inner voice that tells me that I am inadequate, stupid, wrong
whenever I meet with people.
I have been preparing for university for 3 years. exactly 3 years.
If I had read it, I would be 2nd grade now.
But I'm lazy and I'm running away work even this year.
I work at home this year.
I have only my family around.
I'm alone out of them.
And I'm fine.
When I have to go somewhere, when I have to get out of that safe place,
a screaming begins that never stops in my brain.
Being with people is a torture for me.
I am laughing every time but i am sad inside.
The house is beautiful but like a lattice.
I hate cage and can't be with others.
I just want to go unlimited.
I always liked the concept of death. My best friend died when I was 16.
I didn't feel anything. I did not cry. Yes. This is me.
if google translate can translate well.
IF your time of birth is accurate and reliableI just want to understand if this endless grief will end.
Can I express myself right? Who should I be?
Will I lose my love of myself when I am with people again?
Will am i happy one day?
I would be glad if you write an answer.
https://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum/showpost.php?p=427658&postcount=27Check out JA's natal delineation in another thread.
It's accurate, intelligent, and succinct,
with an eclectic style that combines tradition with the world today.
Hi tsmall, it's worth mentioning that traditionally in Medieval astrology when examining the profession, it's routine to commence with the 1st - as well as 10th - because the Elemental Quality of the Ascendant Sign is a useful indicator of the Primary Motivation of the native
In this case the Elemental Quality of the Ascendant Sign is Tropical Earth. Earth signs need physical security.
Capricorn is one of the four Cardinal signs and Cardinal signs are the most active so Cardinal Capricorn works tirelessly – although usually in circumstances and an environment that has already been structured by others.
Saturn, Ruler as well as Almuten of the ascendant is in own Triplicity in 5th - finding Ruler of 1st in 5th indicates that the person seeks to fulfil their primary motivation through Entertainment or Children - or both. Another association with 5th house is gambling and on that note Jupiter is separating from direct opposition with Saturn.
Mercury, domicile ruler and Almuten of the degree in which Saturn is located is in 10th in domicile of Mars. Interestingly, the Exalted ruler of the Capricorn ascendant is Mars who is also the domicile ruler of the MC, furthermore Mars is located in the domicile of Saturn, thus linking the Primary Motivation of the native to their Career. It is frequently said that the Almuten and Exalted ruler are almost as significant as the domicile ruler - sometimes even more so.
Planets aspecting the Ascendant represent powers the native can use in the world and this person has a powerful Exalted Taurus Moon strongly angular in 4th, trining their ascendant and assisting/joining with the Primal Motivation drive towards physical security. Moon is domicile ruler of 7th thus linking partnerships of all kinds - including business or marriage - to the Primal Motivation drive as well as to the career AND the home. Furthermore, Venus, domicile ruler of Taurus is located in Mars domicile in 10th and is another connector linking the home to the career via 4th house/10th planets. A need for Emotional Security is added to the Primal Motivation drive by Sun, Mercury and Venus aspecting the Ascendant by Sign from Tropical Scorpio. Fixed signs have a need to center and to acquire - in this case emotional security is sought via Career, the Home, Children in general, Entertainment. Exalted Ascendant ruler Mars forms part of the intricate weave as Mars is also domicile ruler of MC
In order to achieve their Primary Motivation, one would expect this person's Career to link Physical security, Emotional Security, Entertainment, Children and the Home. This person is likely to enjoy being with kids in general/being a performer/being creative and/or being a parent.
Furthermore according to Egyptian Terms, Jupiter, bound ruler of the ascendant is in domicile and located in 11th house of friends. Wames said:
Jupiter is also the Exalted ruler of 7th and as such links to partnerships whether business, legal, marriage and so on and is another link via those significations to the Career as well as the Home of this personThe Jupiter in sect and domicile and the only personal planet in an active fire sign is intriguing and it influences the 12th house. This could be someone that is in medicine/a healer but could also be an indication of a veterinarian or someone working with animals.
the fact is responses are freely given by membersThe message said "If you are going to answer, please do not quote", Jupiterasc
on our forum there is no specific format for responsesYes, but you don't need to quote the message and the chart to say it.
all members are politely asked to: "Please read the rules of our forum"But the chart is a personal information
that belongs to the person.
If the person ask "do not quote", please respect this will.
Because then, he/she will have to ask moderators to close the thread,
because deleting his/her message
won't delete all personal infos you quoted against his/her will..
ON THE CONTRARYwhy do you quote a message you hadn't even read?
I just want to understand if this endless grief will end.
Can I express myself right?
Who should I be?
Will I lose my love of myself when I am with people again?
Will am i happy one day?
I would be glad if you write an answer.
these are very specific questions
ideal for posting on our horary board
at https://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum/forumdisp.php?f=42
But the chart is a personal information that belongs to the person.
If the person ask "do not quote", please respect this will.
Because then, he/she will have to ask moderators to close the thread, because deleting his/her message won't delete all personal infos you quoted against his/her will..
I just have a sadness that never goes between my ribs.
I have an inner voice that tells me that I am inadequate, stupid, wrong whenever I meet with people.
I have been preparing for university for 3 years. exactly 3 years. If I had read it, I would be 2nd grade now.
But I'm lazy and I'm running away work even this year. I work at home this year.
I have only my family around. I'm alone out of them. And I'm fine.
When I have to go somewhere, when I have to get out of that safe place, a screaming begins that never stops in my brain.
Being with people is a torture for me. I am laughing every time but i am sad inside.
The house is beautiful but like a lattice. I hate cage and can't be with others. I just want to go unlimited.
I always liked the concept of death. My best friend died when I was 16.
I didn't feel anything. I did not cry. Yes. This is me.
if google translate can translate well. I just want to understand if this endless grief will end.
Can I express myself right? Who should I be? Will I lose my love of myself when I am with people again?
Will am i happy one day?
I would be glad if you write an answer.
then say nothingI have nothing to say to you.
so now you are encouraging people to not abide by rulesYou are just talking about the rules.
When you do something just because the rules are like this,
you will not do the right thing.
https://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum/showthread.php?t=68195&highlight=moralityIt is not unusual for members to request information
regarding astrological prediction of
their possible future relationship prospects.
Asking a relationship Horary question
is a popular method of seeking answers/advice to such questions
Obviously then, because anyone may well be justifiably depressed/upset
if they were told that their future relationship prospects are nil/negligible/unlikely
- and given that
not everyone believes in astrology and many are simply curious -
and since
many have implicit belief that the astrologer in particular
is qualified to tell them their future relationship prospects
THEN
(A) are astrologers morally justified
in predicting that future relationship prospects are nil/negligible/unlikely
if that is their opinion of the chart in question?
AND IF
an astrologer may have led a client to believe
in a definite prospect/likelihood of a relationship
within the next few months or so
AND THEN NO SUCH PROSPECTS OCCURRED
and the client became depressed
Then
(B) are astrologers morally justified
in predicting that future relationship prospects are excellent?
you are entitled to your opinionWhat did your heart say about this?
Kant says that "two things are incredible, the starry sky above us
and the moral law within us."
I think this is rude.
Generously givenLibra ascendant, lazy, sociable, objective, fair, stormy anger when provoked;
Asc lord venus with 9th lord mer over libra 12th
seeking comfort n prosperity in foreign lands, possessive spouse,
literary-oratory-astro-pharma aptitudes;
mer lord 11th over 12th gains from foreign lands;
venus lord 8th over 12th success amidst adversity;
wear 0.25 carat diamond over platinum pendant touching heart,
alongwith emerald for mercury;
Rahu NNode 9th cancer for foreign travels-pilgrimage,
learning to be sensitive, secular attitude towards religion;
could be inclined to northern continents, regions, countries;
Moon-ketu separative SNode cap 3rd,
hyper-ambitious n hardworking, practical, accident prone,
detachment from siblings n environment,
aptitude for textiles/garment stitching etc;
Jup-sat-ketu now transit moon-ketu 3rd, seeking change/transfer;
pain-injury-surgery arms-shoulders-ears-knees-chest-lungs etc;
prayers to Mother Goddess, offer red flowers at the alter at home sat evenings.
rahu now transit natal rahu 9th cancer for foreign travels-pilgrimage;
Moon-rahu opp, rise-fall in life, prayers for ancestors,
observe fast No moon evenings, observe death anniversaries religiously;
wear brown hessonite over pendant touching heart;
Mars lord 7th over 10th leo, leo inimical for liba asc,
aptitude for operations management/hospital admin etc and
career success-recognition under stress-delays;
supportive but dominating spouse; marriage-vocation under stress-delays;
prone to heart-stomach-knee inflammations;
Offer red flowers at the alter at home sun mornings;
mars aspect own scorpio 2nd, supportive of research-occult-forensics
but not good for health of family members;
10th lord sun over virgo 11th, gains from career, critical thinking,
good for audit-quality control-editorial-health care roles,
gains from govt-corporates-social elite;
wear ruby over sun finger for gains;
jup-sat lords 4/5 over gemini 8th, prosperity through
business analytical research, economics research, stingy,
chronic chest-lungs-liver-piles-urological health issues;
jup aspect own sag 2nd supportive of family-finances;
prayers to saint of faith, offer yellow flowers wed mornings;
observe fast sat evenings;
hope get clues to reflect upon, share salient feedbacks
how true-insightful-helpful
traits-talents-health-life trends-Remedies-ideas to pick etc etc
making meaning out of the reading,
which could be interesting to learn of!
wishing you well, kshantaram
then say nothing
so now you are encouraging people to not abide by rules
and yet
Rules are commonplace - tax rules, voting rules, driving rules, exam rules
and so on
and
if we ignore rules there are often serious consequences
those who ignore our forum rules are taking a risk
in contrast
"Doing the right thing" is an issue of ethics
many threads on our forum concern ethics discussion
that clearly would interest you
for example
https://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum/showthread.php?t=68195&highlight=morality
you are entitled to your opinion
and so is Kant
and to be fair
everyone else is entitled to their opinion also
clearly
IF any member does not wish to display
their personal natal chart
then that member may choose not to
however
obviously if no natal chart is provided
then it's not possible to provide any delineation
and so
for a personal private confidential reading
everyone has the option of
consulting and paying a professional astrologer
To be clear then
too post a natal chart on a public forum
whose rules clearly state
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Libra ascendant, lazy, sociable, objective, fair, stormy anger when provoked;
Asc lord venus with 9th lord mer over libra 12th
seeking comfort n prosperity in foreign lands, possessive spouse,
literary-oratory-astro-pharma aptitudes;
mer lord 11th over 12th gains from foreign lands;
venus lord 8th over 12th success amidst adversity;
wear 0.25 carat diamond over platinum pendant touching heart,
alongwith emerald for mercury;
Rahu NNode 9th cancer for foreign travels-pilgrimage,
learning to be sensitive, secular attitude towards religion;
could be inclined to northern continents, regions, countries;
Moon-ketu separative SNode cap 3rd,
hyper-ambitious n hardworking, practical, accident prone,
detachment from siblings n environment,
aptitude for textiles/garment stitching etc;
Jup-sat-ketu now transit moon-ketu 3rd, seeking change/transfer;
pain-injury-surgery arms-shoulders-ears-knees-chest-lungs etc;
prayers to Mother Goddess, offer red flowers at the alter at home sat evenings.
rahu now transit natal rahu 9th cancer for foreign travels-pilgrimage;
Moon-rahu opp, rise-fall in life,
prayers for ancestors,
observe fast No moon evenings, observe death anniversaries religiously;
wear brown hessonite over pendant touching heart;
Mars lord 7th over 10th leo, leo inimical for liba asc,
aptitude for operations management/hospital admin etc and
career success-recognition under stress-delays;
supportive but dominating spouse; marriage-vocation under stress-delays;
prone to heart-stomach-knee inflammations;
Offer red flowers at the alter at home sun mornings;
mars aspect own scorpio 2nd, supportive of research-occult-forensics
but not good for health of family members;
10th lord sun over virgo 11th, gains from career, critical thinking,
good for audit-quality control-editorial-health care roles,
gains from govt-corporates-social elite;
wear ruby over sun finger for gains;
jup-sat lords 4/5 over gemini 8th, prosperity through
business analytical research, economics research, stingy,
chronic chest-lungs-liver-piles-urological health issues;
jup aspect own sag 2nd supportive of family-finances;
prayers to saint of faith, offer yellow flowers wed mornings;
observe fast sat evenings;
hope get clues to reflect upon, share salient feedbacks
how true-insightful-helpful
traits-talents-health-life trends-Remedies-ideas to pick etc etc
making meaning out of the reading,
which could be interesting to learn of!
wishing you well, kshantaram