midspringwind
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This may seem like a desperate attempt to validate some of my feelings. Maybe it is. But I am curious if there is a way to detect an inclination towards polyamory or any other non-monogamous type relationship from a natal chart?
I am in a stable, comfortable relationship with my Taurian boyfriend of the past two years, but I am starting to feel very bored. I feel stifled. Sometimes I don't even enjoy having sex with him. All the while, I develop crushes on other people. I miss my single life and bonding with other people in an intimate way.
It hurts me a little bit every time I think about breaking up with him because I still love him and don't want to hurt him. Naturally, we've built our own world together. It would be painful to break it down. He offers me respect, emotional stability, and support. I know most people are dying to have a partner like that. But another part of me, almost as strong, says that I'm not being true to myself; that I am betraying my nature. But it's hard to know what's going on with so many different thoughts and feelings inside of me.
It may help to mention that I recently entered a transit with my natal Moon trining Pluto. Could this be an indication of my feelings? A desire for intense feelings? Getting 'real' with emotional preferences?
I'd appreciate anyone who could shed some clarity.
I am in a stable, comfortable relationship with my Taurian boyfriend of the past two years, but I am starting to feel very bored. I feel stifled. Sometimes I don't even enjoy having sex with him. All the while, I develop crushes on other people. I miss my single life and bonding with other people in an intimate way.
It hurts me a little bit every time I think about breaking up with him because I still love him and don't want to hurt him. Naturally, we've built our own world together. It would be painful to break it down. He offers me respect, emotional stability, and support. I know most people are dying to have a partner like that. But another part of me, almost as strong, says that I'm not being true to myself; that I am betraying my nature. But it's hard to know what's going on with so many different thoughts and feelings inside of me.
It may help to mention that I recently entered a transit with my natal Moon trining Pluto. Could this be an indication of my feelings? A desire for intense feelings? Getting 'real' with emotional preferences?
I'd appreciate anyone who could shed some clarity.