anjelik
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I have a 4 year old daughter who has strong will like I've never seen before. I often joke that I wake up daily and put on my armour for battle. I have been finding her more and more difficult and I am finding myself shouting at her and I don't like it. I cried last night because I feel like such a horrible mother and failure. Can someone please help me see what it is she is here to teach me and vice versa?
All I feel and see if her Capricorn stellium in the first squaring my Mars and Saturn and it is SO DRAINING. I see her Mars/Jupiter conjunction manifest daily when she doesn't get her way. I know she is only 4 so I don't expect her to be able to control that. But I want to understand what she needs from me and what I am supposed to learn from giving birth to a child with this specific chart.
I want to be the loving and fun mommy she deserves. I see her Virgo moon manifesting through my actions and it makes me so sad. My youngest daughter has this placement too so I feel like I am destined to be that controlling horrible mother.
Pluto is currently in exact square to my natal Pluto at 26 degrees Libra. It also just crossed my ascendant and now in my 1st house. Which is probably why this is affecting me so deeply at the moment. Please help. Thank you!
All I feel and see if her Capricorn stellium in the first squaring my Mars and Saturn and it is SO DRAINING. I see her Mars/Jupiter conjunction manifest daily when she doesn't get her way. I know she is only 4 so I don't expect her to be able to control that. But I want to understand what she needs from me and what I am supposed to learn from giving birth to a child with this specific chart.
I want to be the loving and fun mommy she deserves. I see her Virgo moon manifesting through my actions and it makes me so sad. My youngest daughter has this placement too so I feel like I am destined to be that controlling horrible mother.
Pluto is currently in exact square to my natal Pluto at 26 degrees Libra. It also just crossed my ascendant and now in my 1st house. Which is probably why this is affecting me so deeply at the moment. Please help. Thank you!