could someone help me analyze and interpret my dispositors and how it influences my whole chart.
thankful for any help!
https://www.astro.com/tmpd/cpy0file...b2sig_progressincompassion_hp.64615.58528.png
I'm sorry, I hope to be more cooperative now.
So I was reading about dispositor trees but didn't find any other website which creates one, other than the diagram that I posted.
I was reading about how thru a dispositor tree, the energy flow behind a chart, the dynamic how the planets interact with each other, which planet is dominating and thereby seeing what kind of transits will affect the life of the chart owner more or less.
Personally, I notice in my life how my healing process, my wish to progress in my authentic self-development, meets many obstacles in the areas of finances, education, work environment and relationships...
even in therapy, I haven't found one yet who's supportive but rather discouraging by emphasizing more on my weak spots instead of strengths. but now I have requested on specifically trauma specialist and feel optimistic that I will find a more suitable one.
I also notice how my struggle with emotional blockages, trapped energy from trauma, is holding me back from fully expressing myself in daily life.
People always tell me I have a lot of potential to achieve more, but these
emotional inhibitions/feeling overwhelmed easily, is always in the way of any kind of success.
I remember around 2016 I had moments of spiritual awakening and I felt lighter and things seemed to move on in a synchronized way. but then I experienced a breakup which threw me off track and reopened wounds again.
Maybe the energy dynamic of my planets could give me some insight on where exactly the energy is blocked and where to focus more, so the energy can flow easier and when I can start thriving in life.
I appreciate anyone who can give me more insight.