thanks for loading the composite, as I was afraid my hand calculation were not totally accurate . I see I was mistaken as the Saturn/pluto midpoint is not conjunct the sun, rather the the sun/Saturn midpoint is conjunct to mars and the mars/pluto/south node stellium.
this pattern gives essentially the same selfish and domineering energies that I have already mentioned .
the pluto/south node conjunction shows you were connected in a past life. but past life connection can be positive or negative and confluence of repressive symbols still gives me pause for thought.
the sun/Uranus midpoint is conjunct pluto and the node. this usually gives communication on the astral plane so I would have expected common dreams with him. the Uranus/sun midpoints positions strengthens my feeling that this relationship ,if you continue even on this level , will lead to the end of your present relationship. Uranus/sun midpoints can shows where or how sudden changes can occur.
with mars and pluto on the south node, his energies are clearly leading the relationship so far and his intentions will be hidden until he is satisfied of his work.
this is also a very sexual aspect, almost too sexual because the physicality becomes the most important aspect and love/emotional intimacy usually falls to the wayside.
with the moon square to the venus/mercury conjunction, the laughter filled conversations and general attraction is shown.
the composite definitely shows a very strong emotional;/mental/physical attraction so the fact he is not showing all these feelings fuels my skepticism about him. it may be that he knows of your current partner and is holding from showing how he feels because of this situation.
but if he doesn't know about your partner, then his ulterior motives are suspect.
the sun/venus midpoint is exactly to the arc second square to Neptune. again this shows emotional deception and the fact that he is hiding his attraction reinforces my feelings that he want to dominate and control
I added a few more symbols. satrun is conjunct to Lilith. again the emphasis is on him. here his presences is felt in the deepest emotional levels. this could be the obsessive aspect because it shows his energy arise from beneath all your emotional and mental sensitivities. this spiunds poetic but nessus is square to Saturn which again emphasizes , he is out to control and dominate. this aspect is harsh bordering in cruelty an insensitivity, in spite of the very loving and outgoing mental and emotional connection you have with him
hmmmm quite amazing, the eros/psyche midpoint is conjunct to Saturn and square to nessus. this shows a very intense ,yet childlike attraction/love for him.but when you have nessus square to Eros/psyche, you have the potential of extreme emotional cruelty such as the destruction of innocence.it is a abusive aspect and there is no other way to describe it.
I opinion is you should immediately stop meeting with him and stop talking to him. your obsession with him is fueled by his manipulation of your emotions. and as this could be a past life connection, the power of this manipulation will be able to erase any feelings you have for your current beau.
the entire picture suggests he is a "black magician". he has paranormal abilities and has been trained now or in a past life how to control peoples minds.
there is no middle ground. if you love your current partner and have no intention of leaving him, then end this now,cold turkey, immediately .
you are in over your head and this could be a contest for your soul and not just your affections. you are not in control now ,you know it and if you go further with this man.......?
I feel a serious danger here.
rahu
Thank you for all of that, i had never done a composite chart before (never needed to) so you're a great help !
I have a question. I'm used to mars (1stH) and pluto (1st H ruler) 's energies, how couldn't these energies be beneficial?
The guy is a libra rising / libran mars, ive got a scorpio mars and a tank destroyer saturn- pluto conjunction, i can be a pretty tought cookie, shouldnt i be the "bad pluto" person ??
I have had a few dreams about him, but i dont think they were shared ?? i dont know, nothing huge happened, that was casual situations ..
So you do think i shouldn't take the job ? thats too bad because it would be a great thing for me, somenthing i really like to do, someting im good at. id be able to do what i love and being / feeling helpful (virgo sun, i like to be / feel helpfull
)
The weird thing is, im more interested in his "abyssal" eyes (plutonian) because im looking for that kind of energy. the guy is hot in my eyes but i dont know if id like to go for it "for real", id prefer something more like "mental", do you understand ??
Yeah, he knows im with someone, a real someone, i thought he was maybe not showing because being polite or something. he may feel that ill never leave my half, because i wont! i know he is the one i need, not that i will not eventually want something else one day, but in a rationnal mental process he is what i need to be happy .. and i am, the guy is handsome, kind and gives me the space / freedom i need, while being here, holding on my ballon in case the ballon would fly too high. this man is my rock
and i havent told him about that because there is no need to make him sad for nothing, all of this doesnt change anything, its like im living / feelling in two distincts realities, do you understand what i mean ?
Back to mr temptation, ive always felt like he wanted something, always happy to share, always replies very quickly, always happy to talk about art and stuff, but ive also felt he was kinda holding, maintaining, something ing .. like the guy was acting waaay too cool to be honest ^^
I have a last question, what would you think of all that IF i wasnt already involved in a romantic relationship ?
what kind of danger do you see ?
i thought he could help me with my 12th saturn - pluto issues im currently (trying to) working on, the jupiter MC NN part seemed to be pretty cool if put in relation with that new job so im kinda confused about what you told me, again ive never done a composite chart before and not so used to karmic nodes energies im more a karmic pluto person.
Thank you again for this conversation, its very enlightening
