Irisiel
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Hi everyone! First post. Virgo, Virgo Asc. She is Cancer, Capricorn Moon.
Ok. I've been fascinated with another woman 40 years--since we were schoolmates. Still live in the same town. Barely even acquaintances at most, and that was back then.
I concluded back then it was an early adolescent girl/girl (not sexual) crush, because she was my undeveloped "Shadow"--at ease with people, compassionate, popular etc etc. Doesn't explain why the fascination has persisted.
Then the other day I discovered Black Moon Lilith AND about the north/south nodes. I'm just learning here, help!
Some aspects: my own Moon is opposite my South Node, but HER Moon sits right on my S.Node. (Strangely, our Moons don't report as an opposition...)
My BML is conjunct her BML (have yet to find out what THAT portends) AND is conjunct her Moon, and at the same time my BML is opposite her Venus and her Mars. That's 4 hard aspects, I guess. (We both have conjunct Venus/Mars in our own natals.)
Oh! and all that means that our BMLs are ALSO conjunct my South Node.
I mean, before finding this, we had a few good aspects, a couple bad, NOTHING to explain my fascination for her.
Now it's backwards what it should be, right? The person whose planets have hard aspects to someone's Lilith is supposed to be the one affected! Yet the only aspect with HER BML is my BML itself.
I'm not even asking about sex. Just about a lifelong arc (if nothing else, she's inspired characters I write about) that recently seems to have become pressing for some reason, then I discover this.
And I don't EVEN know how to translate synastry to current planetary positions.
PS our BMLs are in Sagittarius in my 3rd House. My Uranus conjuncts her Sun. All 4 outermost planets conjunct 'cause we were born same year.
Ok. I've been fascinated with another woman 40 years--since we were schoolmates. Still live in the same town. Barely even acquaintances at most, and that was back then.
I concluded back then it was an early adolescent girl/girl (not sexual) crush, because she was my undeveloped "Shadow"--at ease with people, compassionate, popular etc etc. Doesn't explain why the fascination has persisted.
Then the other day I discovered Black Moon Lilith AND about the north/south nodes. I'm just learning here, help!
Some aspects: my own Moon is opposite my South Node, but HER Moon sits right on my S.Node. (Strangely, our Moons don't report as an opposition...)
My BML is conjunct her BML (have yet to find out what THAT portends) AND is conjunct her Moon, and at the same time my BML is opposite her Venus and her Mars. That's 4 hard aspects, I guess. (We both have conjunct Venus/Mars in our own natals.)
Oh! and all that means that our BMLs are ALSO conjunct my South Node.
I mean, before finding this, we had a few good aspects, a couple bad, NOTHING to explain my fascination for her.
Now it's backwards what it should be, right? The person whose planets have hard aspects to someone's Lilith is supposed to be the one affected! Yet the only aspect with HER BML is my BML itself.
I'm not even asking about sex. Just about a lifelong arc (if nothing else, she's inspired characters I write about) that recently seems to have become pressing for some reason, then I discover this.
And I don't EVEN know how to translate synastry to current planetary positions.
PS our BMLs are in Sagittarius in my 3rd House. My Uranus conjuncts her Sun. All 4 outermost planets conjunct 'cause we were born same year.
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