Dear Sir,
May I humbly offer my direct and unguarded opinion? Shani brings his dark shadow to us slowly and with great weight to show us where we are vulnerable and in need of improvement. It is our spiritual duty, in my opinion, to answer Shani's call as honestly as we are able. Shani asks us to grow by being real and working hard on the challenges we are faced with. This pain and hard work is what we are called to do in Sadi Sati. Do you have a Guru, priest, friend, theropist that can guide you and hold your hand as you work through these difficult times. Rise to the challenge and face the changes. How did I get here? What role did I play in arriving at my current situation? How can I right the wrongs with integrity and rebuild to something better? I say this not to judge or put myself higher. I and most of the folks I know well have been through these painful times.
In your chart you have some challenges. A debilitated Mars, an Ashlesha ascendent, Rahu in the house of the mind, with it's dispositer debilitated influencing house and L for H1, aspecting H4 emotions and karaka Moon. Have you sorted out your emotions, looked at your anger and passion and how it might effect you and your partner? You have pitta aggravation to body thought and emotions, H1 H5 and H4. Pitta reduction is in order.
As the nodes transit your 1/7 axis right now, the manipulations and anger promised in your chart are activated. Add to that Sadi Sati with Moon as Lord of H1 in the house of relationship. Shani in your sadi sati asks you to reevaluate yourself and your role as a partner. Mars in H10 lord as well, tied into the mix. Career has brought great frustrations and self doubt. I don't know you and I could be wrong, but have you squarely looked these topics straight in the eye?
Venus as Lord of H4- emotions/morals is in Bharani, Yama is the Lord and holds us to truth of our actions and offers rebirth. Venus is also the karaka of love and romance.
Jupiter is in Purva Bhadra aspecting the house of family and speech, as well as speech karaka Mercury. Ajaikapada is a form of Shiva, related to Rudra god of storms. Be careful not to bring these storms onto others in your speech. Or let others bring them onto you. Make sure your life style is pure and healthy.
Your Saturn is in the 12th, you've got a lot of moksha activated, not always pleasant, but this is a great time to reevaluate your philosophy/religion of life (Jupiter as Lord of the 9th in the 8th) and find a path for yourself.
I see many strengths in this chart! The ascendent is aspected by it's own Lord Moon, who is strong being 5 houses away from the Sun. Venus is a natural benefic is also in an angle. Your subtle nakshatra dispositor Mercury is sva in the 12th house. You have the ascendent, Moon, Jupiter and Venus are all sva nakshatra.
The next 2-3 years the nodes will be by transit on your Moon and then meeting up with Saturn in your 6th house. Look carefully at health and relationship issues and make a plan. Saturn needs (demands) a strategy.
Best Wishes
Tony