Happy 21st Birthday Mav, your making me feel old at 31 now.
All the best for your day. Sorry to hear about your disappointment, and hopefully in the future the astrological weather will change, as it always does. I noticed transiting Saturn is square your M.C right now and square Chiron in cancer, if your birth time is right. Saturn is in hard aspect to all the angles right now, and it can be testing. Saturn always makes us wait and keep persevering and is extremely FRUSTRATING, and to be honest a real real bummer at times. Try not be too down and still have a great time for you bday. Your an honorary member on this forum, and all I got here was a kick up the **** as Moderator
. You are recognized and valued highly. With Saturn rising frustration is my middle name, I can't even get past the front door in my chart Lol. All the best
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