I heard an interesting detail from a Russian astrologer today(on utube) that one of the reasons that our mothers hate us is that we remind them of our fathers. My mother hated me with passion since I was little. May be it's because Ab humiliated her. I am thinking of all possible scenarios why she had me outside her marriage, you know? May be there was a passion between her and Ab, abd she got pregnant from him while being married to my father. Ab was married too, so he could possibly have said to her that he wasn't prepared to leave his wife for her. She could have been insulted and gone back to my father and had me. And my father, being a very carreer orientated man, took her back without creating a scene and she gave birth to me but hated me because I was a reminder to her of Ab. The thing is i dont see any passion in synastry of them both.
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