I feel I have it over the top. Yes it is to test my strength, character, will, courage however I think its over the top.
I lost my mother when I was 12. My sister was cruel to me since 2005 till now, yes for that long what's her problem she's got the life of her dream, everything she ever wanted for a long long time. And the bullying done by uncles, aunts, cousin and community members. Some things which I has happened it was very cruel involving all of them. I do not wish it to happen to anyone.
Also my grandmother was very mean towards me when I was a boy. Imagine living with this much in your life?
Not to forget my aunties were in-different and I had no women in my life, no one to talk to and no dates ever in my life and nothing.
I could be worthy and have a lot of good qualities and a lot to offer.
My father consolidated me as I was in tears recently.
Maybe I'm over-reacting, maybe its how many years I've been treated badly, put down by relatives, a cousin, community members and its affecting my psyche subconsciously. And no one gives the support ever(apart from my father), I'm left on my own, they were mean including my sister who doesn't wish to listen and is mean and I think she in manipulative.
I lost my mother when I was 12. My sister was cruel to me since 2005 till now, yes for that long what's her problem she's got the life of her dream, everything she ever wanted for a long long time. And the bullying done by uncles, aunts, cousin and community members. Some things which I has happened it was very cruel involving all of them. I do not wish it to happen to anyone.
Also my grandmother was very mean towards me when I was a boy. Imagine living with this much in your life?
Not to forget my aunties were in-different and I had no women in my life, no one to talk to and no dates ever in my life and nothing.
I could be worthy and have a lot of good qualities and a lot to offer.
My father consolidated me as I was in tears recently.
Maybe I'm over-reacting, maybe its how many years I've been treated badly, put down by relatives, a cousin, community members and its affecting my psyche subconsciously. And no one gives the support ever(apart from my father), I'm left on my own, they were mean including my sister who doesn't wish to listen and is mean and I think she in manipulative.
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