Hmm, i see. There's a lot of things i should start working on.
A strong 7th house emphasis shows that working alone is not a strong point for you, so unless you have someone providing the motivation as well as working as a sounding board it would be difficult to get going.
This so so true for me. I usually can't get motivated when i'm working alone. Also i get easily distracted unless i'm with someone else. When i'm alone it's just useless, i can't concentrate. The problem i have with this is that i always try not to rely much on others. Whenever i ask someone a favor i feel like i'm being a burden, which i hate. I can only feel at ease with my best friends, but i have like 3, lol. Maybe i should open more to other people, even if that doesn't quite fit me?
Uranus and Mars conjunct show that you may be a little stop/start prone. However, Mars is exalted in Capricorn and rules your MC so with time you can learn to deal with this energy constructively.
Funny thing is i never was like that when i was in school. Or maybe i never realized this until now? I guess i could expect some help from my exalted Mars in the future. It's one of the "poweful" planets on my chart if i may say so (right after Saturn, Venus, Pluto and Moon, lol).
I would guess that the real culprit behind laziness for you though can be addressed by looking at your Venus conjunct Saturn. This shows a disapproval of desires that will do much make you stop before starting. It's hard to pick a direction when we feel inadequate or like it's inappropriate. Do you actively pursue your true hearts interest?
Honestly, i think i don't. I'm studying a career i always thought i could relate to. But sometimes i have this strong feeling i should be doing something else. I really want to get my degree so i can finally get a job and be free, do my own thing. It's just that i sometimes find myself thinking "this is so tiresome, why do i even bother?". I just can't help it, xD.
You also have a pronounced lack of mutable energy with the exception of your moon, so you may not adapt well to new situations. Instead of acting on your impulses as a Cardinal heavy chart would indicate, it looks more like making changes to do so would be difficult. However, you possess a very sound mind that is likely to be more concerned with others than self.
Cardinal: 375.0 / 54.0%
Fixed: 211.5 / 30.5%
Mutuable: 107.3 / 15.5%
I'm above 50% cardinal, yet i don't feel like that at all. The part in bold seems to explain a lot though. **** i would rather be an Aries Rising than a Cancer Rising. No offense to Cancer Rising people on here, just sayin' xD
You are hardly lazy. Instead you are stuck and not sure how to proceed. At least that's how it looks to me.
Pretty much. I have a lot to think about
Thanks a lot for your insights