p { margin-bottom: 0.1in; line-height: 120%; } RaRohini, you just sparked one for me. I don't know Vedic astrology much at all so I looked up Chitra. The first link I went to described how for Nakshatra Chitras, "life is unkind towards them until they are 32. However, the period between 33 and 54 is the richest time in their lives."
Well, my activation happened at age 32! Then I soon turned 33. Learning a ton about 'conspiracies' (more like, the TRUE power structure of the world) I learned a bit about 33 being important to Freemasons b/c of this or that. I also have an affinity to just about any of the Master Numbers and so 11 in general. 33, especially in auspicious timings, definitely is a synchronicity for me.
But Julia, that's not my answer. That's simply the most recent one, mild as it is.
The one that stands out as being the most obviously supernatural synchronicity involved a crow and the death of a neighbor. Out of the blue one night, my roommate and dear friend and I woke up to see red and blue lights flashing through the window. There was a scene going on outside with paramedics in our parking lot. After a lot of effort, it turned out that our neighbor had died of an allergic reaction and some other complications. At this point I could go in and out of vast spiritual states almost on command (what I call "entering the 'Tao'", by becoming selfless then making a vesica pisces with my vision until the two "spheres" of my individual eyes overlapped, like a magic eye painting). I was actively acting as a "magician" and doing things with ritualistic intention. I say this last part b/c....
...the next morning, I took a large crow feather I had been playing with (and had obtained synchronistically somehow) throughout the week, and stuck it to a small table where what I can only describe as "magical" things were known to happen. I aimed the crow feather in a particular direction (South, which I attribute to my S. Node Capricorn; my storehouse of *** kicking). I was intending to send off my neighbor and friend's spirit by calling on Crows, which had been somewhat toying with me. I'm sorry this is long btw. But they are all interlinked by now and my memory is so f****ing good now that I can't
forget things. But the crows were taking notice of me after many chakra openings all in a row, to the point that they would sort of follow me, and at one point, I left a gift for a few of them perching in a pretty ominous looking tree, when something like 15-20 of them flocked to it and all went crazy. So I considered something of my spirit to be resonating with crows, clearly.
So back to the morning after, I point the feather sort of at the southern horizon outside my apt., then turn to do the dishes. I swear not 30 seconds went by when I heard the LOUDEST caw I had heard yet, and that's over the sound of water running. Hm, water.... scorpio.... I wasn't versed in astrology back then like I am now. I rush to see this crow, and it is standing EXACTLY at the site where this neighbor died. There was no mistake about it, because the spot where his head lain was marked by a specific dandelion patch in an otherwise nondescript area.
Shortly after that, I was casually flipping through a magazine about travels. Hm, travels... on the first or second flip, I turned to a page with a concert scene that had the exact same drumset I had grown up with. I could tell it was exactly the same size, same hardware, was the same cheap-o kit I had gotten and still have. But right in view of the kick drum was a hand giving the "metal" symbol ( \m/ ) which was odd because it looked like a bluegrass or country band. I know that's not so "out there" but it really was the first or second flip to the page, and here's the real point: this neighbor who died for no good reason would ALWAYS say goodbye by giving a mock "heavy metal" grimace with the 'devil horns' (not what they are but what ppl know them by) hand sign. It was his signature, and he did it as close to 100% as I can remember. Wow!!!
That was drawn out and I have had plenty of others that I document to some degree, but I thought this was the most obvious synchronicity as far as figuring out the
purpose of it. Which I took as "one can communicate with the death realm" or even "there is no death as we think of it" if I went farther.
Here's a couple more succinct descriptions of synchronicities I've been seeing all along:
Numbers on clocks. Like crazy. Like CRAZY. All kinds of XXX numbers (111, 222, 333 etc., and their friend 37). Also a lot of 137 lately which is a number that gives most good physicists a reason for pause. Richard Feinstein talked about it with reverence, and I believe it has something to do with matter being made of light. When I see it I think "I am turning into more light or something?" and often FEEL light, high, with just the suggestion. I also see a ton of "double 0" license plates which is significant in my inner world. At the beginning of synchronicities, the easiest way for the 'Tao' or my angels? to get my attention was to put my life path number in "superspy" language like that.... 008 and I'd perk up, and see the NEXT synchronicity. The numbers are no joke: I experienced a seizure some 4 or so months after my kundalini activation and afterwards started seeing multiples of 9 everywhere. They were TALKING to me, no doubt. This kickstarted a lust and ability for numbers, which exacerbated my synchronicities. See here for more on numbers:
http://friendshipagenda.com/forum/topic/782/page/1#5185
(See the last post there for a heavy synchronicity with 7 I had two days ago)
I also see a ton of Batman symbols at key moments, including very recently when I had the place to myself for three straight days and did nothing but Aries Rising levels of working out and energy work until I was
extremely high on ambition, and saw the most obvious batman symbol in the clouds. I know how this sounds, remember this is my
inner world talking through. Yesterday, I was doing a kind of self-made "Jedi" practice in which I'll spot a leaf on a tree, then look away and try to touch it. Sometimes--often, even--I will touch it with only my fingernail and almost cry at the vastness of my budding abilities. Yesterday, I did that very successfully, and as I looked up saw a car drive by with a kid who had a very pristine (I'd say brand new) yellow/black Batman hat who was almost too short to even see over the door. Hmm, only as I write this now do I realize, all I saw were his eyes and the hat. But I didn't just see it or him; in that split second, he turned to look directly at me at the precise and only moment he possibly could have. This reminds me of a time when my dad had a heart attack scare (luckily it wasn't) and outside of his room while he was resting and I was waiting, the only guy that passed by had a biiiiig Darth Vader (old school, too; wasn't some new movie shwag) face on his shirt. It scared the hell out of me at the time. You see my dad's a really funny guy, and used to say crazy stuff to make me laugh as a kid, like "Beau!....(that's my name) .... I am your father." Sometimes I think my synchs are seriously just "chin up" kind of messages, like the angels watching over my development (if that's what they are???) are trying to get me into the 'right' state of mind for my next Kundalini spell.
And here's one that's most recently been ramping up, that I put
squarely in the "divining the future" camp. Lately, when I'm just talking and so happen to be saying a number, I'll SEE that number just in my natural and mindless glance that crosses paths with that number I've just spoken about on addresses or signs or whatever. A few weeks ago, I was driving home and going off on 9 in my head. Just playing with it. At one point at a red light I just sort of swooned like I was in love with it, and said (possibly out loud?) "9.... you're just.... magic." and as I looked down merely relaxing my attention, a car drives up with license plate 900, and the plate landed exactly where my eyes already were. I think I cried at that one.
That reminds me too: I was doing yoga super early a few weeks ago under the stars. At least three times in the routine I saw a shooting star exactly where my eyes naturally fell anyway.
I just got up to use the restroom. I looked at the clock without thinking much about it and the time was 10:56. In kabbalah (sp, but who cares) 10+5+6+5 is significant and has to do with the 4 syllable word for god. At one point I had a gf, the only profoundly spiritually "with it/aware" gf I've had. We shared synchs all the time which made me less lonely. Anyway she had the numbers 1, 5, 6 in some mixture on: her license plate, her phone number, her address and her new address. Also I was reading a comic book (Alan Moore's Promethea) at that time when this was happening when at one point the book describes the number 156 as being 12x13. I thought holy ****, how did I miss that??? 12 is my number!!!
Last Dec 12th, I met a woman named Anette at high noon. A couple days before that I had some ordeal where my synchs led me to the Emergency Room b/c I thought I would have another seizure. Turns out it was just a terrible migraine, and after some crazy shaman-like wandering back home, I was "taught" a meditation technique where I imagine a golden net coming UP to my head, capturing pieces of pain, then pulling it down to be rooted. So this new friend A-NET actually
had a golden knit hat and asked within a couple minutes of meeting if I wanted it. WTF??? Se we hit it off, and this was a full moon btw. The day before this, I had gotten a professional Tarot reading, which is odd for me b/c I AM super good with the Tarot on my own and hate wasting money. But this drawing was three cards and I drew all pentacles. As I was leaving, I asked the (heart-stopping) Tarot reader what major arcana card she thought I was going through in the moment. She said she had already decided that, and emphatically stated it was 12. Come to think of it, my mom had just shown me my old boy scout shirt she kept (she keeps things like that) and the troop # I was in, as evidenced by the big RED numbers?? 12. Back to Anette; I stop at a gas station and she buys three scratch tickets. Hm, three pentacles cards? We win $12 together. Two cards won $1, one card won $10. So that's $1, $1, $10, 111. I didn't even put that together until now, and htis was a year ago.
I'd better just randomly stop now. I meant it about the memory thing....It's hard to even just live a normal life now. I thought this would be a quick summary of the craziest synchronicities off the top of my head, and the craziest thing? This IS a summary of them.
I apologize for writing your eyes off. I consider it rude and narcissistic and yet do it anyway. It's because I have had to handle these incredible things COMPLETELY on my own, finding even my "esoteric" friends' imaginations terribly lacking when I tried to tell them; being accused of "schizo affective" disorder by emotionally cold family members for even mentioning multiples of 9 or something comparatively
mild compared to some of what I've just told you. I'm feeling like my depthless inner truths being proven to me CONSTANTLY in these ways I've described are trying to
pound their way out of me, and yet I am a total pariah in my framily, spiritually and emotionally; I am a shaman in the making but have no one to trust or teach me. It's a gdamn shame.... I am just spilling it all now because it sounds like you are in touch with synchronicities and may be able to give me some insight into what to do with them. I've heard from my favorite conspiracy podcasts (FreemanTV.com especially) talk of how some researchers are able to use their similar abilities to full-on predict the next false flag power elite terrorism inflicted on us. That kind of thing would be a useful application of what I've got! I've heard mention of things equivalent to Ancient Mystery School teachings, and I'm like "sign me up!" but then can't find any direct leads to it. Just talk talk talk, and I'm an Aries Rising Aquarius and don't give a ****; I MUST simply "glean" info and 'be on my way', you could say. But I don't know where to go or who to talk to in order to develop my gifts as they truly deserve. I am trying to be my own sensei, and it A) can't be that way and B) s*cks Lonely at the top, sort of thing.
TY TY TY, even for just skimming that. Just ask yourself; if I were merely crazy, would I be good with words and ideas? I'm trying to think of synchronicities I might have proof.... recordings of.... I've thought about just walking around iwth a video camera and seeing what happens while I narrate my thoughts. But then I think, who am I proving this to? Vanilla buffers. Any ONE of the experiences I mentioned
on their own have been enough to totally shatter my idea of what reality must be (time flowing in reverse?). And yet I've known... a couple? No, a few... people who reallllly can dig them.
Enough, I'm out..... ...but does anyone know... who or where the hell can I try to 'make' something out of all of this? I'm so lost anywhere except in my spiritual flow states, and Astrology has helped me understand maybe a bit of the "why me?" angle, but what about the "why at all?" question? Who else talks of such constant 'impossible' things? I need to talk with them.
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