Chillaxer
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Looking at my natal chart, this perplexes me. I feel a lot of vague dreams about travel, and it seems to be a prosperous area for me.
I have fortune in Sagittarius, in the first house. I have the North Node in the ninth house.
This has a clear travel message, and yet I feel an extreme caution and reluctance, and when I think of what interpretations say, that I may find success far away, live abroad and all, I feel I can only do it after I've gotten through a lot here, and also even then I feel caution and a pull to here, even though I know in many ways it's not good for me. Is this the third house, and fourth house planets speaking? When I start to dream of living abroad, it starts out good, and then I just think of all the reasons why it wouldn't be that great, the efforts I'd have to make to be there, it losing it's appeal, etc.
What is going on here, because it definitely isn't that where I am has provided me with luck and that I should love it and want to stay-quite the opposite.
Is it a case of something that seems so unknown that I need to expose myself to in doses, getting bigger and bigger...is it because I'm wanting to go from no travel, straight to going far away or living abroad?
The sign on the cusp of the ninth is Cancer, and it's ruled by the moon exactly opposite, in Capricorn in the third. Intepretations of this would be useful.
How could the third house planets in Cap and Aqua be playing this out?
How about the 4th house in Pisces, with Mercury in there, I heard Pisces was very changeable and about travel, and I guess the traditional ruler is Jupiter. So this again would tie in with travel, and yet......
I think about it from the abstract but don't think I can make it work.
It maybe that second house in Sag is a problem, I have Neptune(ruling the fourth) and Dejanira here(a lot of troubling asteroids to but won't go into them- needless to say it is a weak house for me, as is the fourth)
So could this be dreaming of travel, valuing it and desiring it, feeling possessive of foreign things, but not actually going, indeed interfering, on this basis, with actual trips and personal involvement?
I have fortune in Sagittarius, in the first house. I have the North Node in the ninth house.
This has a clear travel message, and yet I feel an extreme caution and reluctance, and when I think of what interpretations say, that I may find success far away, live abroad and all, I feel I can only do it after I've gotten through a lot here, and also even then I feel caution and a pull to here, even though I know in many ways it's not good for me. Is this the third house, and fourth house planets speaking? When I start to dream of living abroad, it starts out good, and then I just think of all the reasons why it wouldn't be that great, the efforts I'd have to make to be there, it losing it's appeal, etc.
What is going on here, because it definitely isn't that where I am has provided me with luck and that I should love it and want to stay-quite the opposite.
Is it a case of something that seems so unknown that I need to expose myself to in doses, getting bigger and bigger...is it because I'm wanting to go from no travel, straight to going far away or living abroad?
The sign on the cusp of the ninth is Cancer, and it's ruled by the moon exactly opposite, in Capricorn in the third. Intepretations of this would be useful.
How could the third house planets in Cap and Aqua be playing this out?
How about the 4th house in Pisces, with Mercury in there, I heard Pisces was very changeable and about travel, and I guess the traditional ruler is Jupiter. So this again would tie in with travel, and yet......
I think about it from the abstract but don't think I can make it work.
It maybe that second house in Sag is a problem, I have Neptune(ruling the fourth) and Dejanira here(a lot of troubling asteroids to but won't go into them- needless to say it is a weak house for me, as is the fourth)
So could this be dreaming of travel, valuing it and desiring it, feeling possessive of foreign things, but not actually going, indeed interfering, on this basis, with actual trips and personal involvement?