reflektion
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would l become one day a strong woman or will i stay for always as a victim?
I am curious about that, why am I always playing the role of loser or victim? Why am I passive aggressive and always melancholic? would l become one day a strong woman or will i stay for always as a victim?
Thank you very muchHi there,
You have preponderance of the earth and water elements in your chart. Earth is the 'melancholic' humor; water is the 'phlegmatic.' These humors can be tough on the emotions in the way which you describe. This is not as bad as it sounds, however. Some people are just gifted differently, with different purpose. Whatever the reason you are calling yourself a "looser" is either because you are trying or wanting to be something you are not or because you know you are doing less than you are capable of. Sometimes a season of passivity is just what the doctor ordered, either to rest or to learn from your mistakes. But remember it is a season.
There is plenty that you already are that is great. Mercury Virgo, for example, gives you superior intelligence or at least writing dexterity. It is my favourite aspect in all astrology, because of the benefits which matter, like the capacity to reason well. However, an analytical mind, such as yours, is focused on the world (i.e., earth element) and, in truth, the world can be a pretty **** place. You are a realist. It opens your eyes to negativity and drains your energy. But only those who can see and know the negativity are capable of fixing it. Your path is harder because you have a high calling. You are already a strong and powerful woman. You need to embrace it and grow in grace. You can't climb a mountain by looking at it and you can't get to the top of life by not living. ♥
I am curious about that, why am I always playing the role of loser or victim? Why am I passive aggressive and always melancholic? would l become one day a strong woman or will i stay for always as a victim?
virgo asc intellectual-critical, perfectionist attitude.
sun-mer-jup-sat stellium detached attitude, ill health, stress-struggle, self-critical.
virgo sacrificing nature, mother earth.
pisces-jup inimical for virgo asc stress-delays in relationship-marriage,
inimical jup over virgo asc impacting health,
sat lord 6th over asc again impacting health,
sun lord 12th over asc impacting health and tending to distant lands.
jup virgo debilated aspect over cap 5th impacting education-romance-children-position.
currently mid-March sat retro towards scorpio opp moon, under stress till end july,
impacting initiative, communications, luck, health-urological issues, throat-thyroid, etc.
rahu-ketu nodes transit libra-aries 2/8 axis sudden issues till late 015.
mid-Aug inimical Jup moves to virgo stellium over natal jup, health under stress,
impacting intestine, liver, etc. jup over sat employment prospects.
late 015 rahu moves to virgo. jup-rahu virgo clouding judgment to care, tending to rise-fall.
and ketu transit inimical pisces 7th impacting relationship, abdominal pains, etc.
come Aug sat direct coming 2 yrs optimistic philosophical sag better for initiative, feeling better perhaps.
sat aspect own acq 6th protective of employment matters. sat yet aspecting virgo asc health under stress.
wishing well,
kshantaram
1993 transit saturn was in 6, than was 29 degree and i have had traffic accidents, was in coma.
Hi Reflektion
Your story is a dramatic one and your writing voice reveals much. I'm glad the community has given you a lot of things to think about and reflekt on
I haven't read what everyone has said just yet, but figured I'd mention what I see when I look at your chart. Something that others have also mentioned is the intense Virgo dominance in your chart. I've read (and feel that I've witnessed) that Virgo can have a very challenging incarnation (along with Pisces). Virgo can desire to be very high achieving (perfectionistic on some levels) and when life can't support this view, of course things become challenging.
With your strong Virgo intellect, you seek a world that makes sense but find the world irrational in many ways. Jupiter and the Ascendant intensify this, but, and this is probably the most important part, the square from Neptune is what has caused these more challenging lessons on your Virgo energy. One that is designed to possibly impose those Neptunian lessons on your evolutionary path rather quickly and intensely. It's an advanced position, I think, that involves ascension. In my opinion this theory is supported by you having your North Node in the 12th house which I feel is associated with aligning with a spiritual journey in this lifetime.
That being said, what is the solution? That, my friend, may just be the concept of that North Node in the 12th house and finding your ultimate direction in life.
Do take care and know that you're loved (as evidenced by the replies here in this forum!)
reyrpm
hope the transits indicative of upcoming trends to care.
appreciate the range of prompt feedbacks!