Oh depression, rage, and shame. I grew up with those personally, but the scary kinda darkness...That I try to hide until I trust people. I try not to hide it from my own self tho. I feel like once we do that give things more control and power over us and that can be pretty dangerous and at least unsavory
If we're talking raw darkness, I had a draw to dark concepts as well as death since I was a child, mainly because they were mysterious. And I can relate to being fascinated by serial killers, but on a psychological level
In fiction, I'm drawn to evil and good being explored, where the line is, how one melds into the other, what each even is, if anyone is truly evil even if they do evil things. In writing I'm gonna explore those too. Honestly the typical hero protagonist is pretty boring anyway. Can't really learn much from them if they're good and only good
I dealt with those in childhood too. I just didn't have names for any of it or understand why I felt so different until college, when I got out of my small town and met people from other places.
I don't like getting stuck in the dark feelings. Not only do the feelings suck, but they start to color my thoughts. I've noticed that if I'm only interested in dark things, it's a sign that I'm falling into depression again. I know I'm getting healthy again right now, for example, because I'm getting excited to plant flowers and whatnot around my yard. I'm craving time in the sun. I had some nice gardens going for a while, but I stopped taking care of them when I got depressed the last time.
those poor flowers
I would like some of your AquaWhat if we could trade Natal-chart placements with one another?
Hey David, I'm planning to post my book on the Showoff section. What do you suggest I should post? A summary of the book? How many pages?
I would like some of your Aqua
I'll trade my Pisces moon to someone for a few days so I can get a breather. Who has a calm moon? Ya feelin' lucky?
Someone can have my progressed scorpio moon if they want for the next 12 months ive got left. Can't wait to get some sagg vibes in my bones.
I like the idea of a few day's trade, just to see what it's like. But, Moon in Pisces is Sense of Purpose, so if you traded it for Moon in Aqua, you'd get off-track temporarily. With Moon in Pisces, I'd probably go crazy for a while!
Someone can have my progressed scorpio moon if they want for the next 12 months ive got left. Can't wait to get some sagg vibes in my bones.
What's this about 12 months left?
Pr moon only moves a degree a month doesn't it ? (i could be wrong) my moons at 17 plus degrees now.