lady lazarus
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So this my chart.
A bit why I'm posting this:
* I'm in a bit of a rut. All my life -- and I don't mean this in a braggy way -- people have been telling me that my life is going to be amazing as soon as I get to university. I was going to learn and expand my mind and make some sort of mark on the world. This has not happened. I feel, well, stupid for not living up to these expectations. Maybe they were wrong about me all along, you know? Is there something in my chart that gives this implication? That maybe I was smart enough for the schooling I've had, but I'm not quite fit for university studies? I think I read somewhere that gemini is the "lower" sign of air, but I can't remember where (and it might be wrong).
* I've also wondered what kind of work I'm suited for. With the aspects that comes into contact with MC, I was thinking something artistic perhaps? I've taken up painting, and I love it. Is this something I could actually could make some money off? It's not what I've gone to university for, just something that got a hold of me.
* This is a bit weird, and I don't know if this is something you can look for in a chart, but do I have the aspects of a "mean" person? I've been wondering for a while if this is the way I present to others, a "vibe" of sorts.
Thank you to anyone reading this.
A bit why I'm posting this:
* I'm in a bit of a rut. All my life -- and I don't mean this in a braggy way -- people have been telling me that my life is going to be amazing as soon as I get to university. I was going to learn and expand my mind and make some sort of mark on the world. This has not happened. I feel, well, stupid for not living up to these expectations. Maybe they were wrong about me all along, you know? Is there something in my chart that gives this implication? That maybe I was smart enough for the schooling I've had, but I'm not quite fit for university studies? I think I read somewhere that gemini is the "lower" sign of air, but I can't remember where (and it might be wrong).
* I've also wondered what kind of work I'm suited for. With the aspects that comes into contact with MC, I was thinking something artistic perhaps? I've taken up painting, and I love it. Is this something I could actually could make some money off? It's not what I've gone to university for, just something that got a hold of me.
* This is a bit weird, and I don't know if this is something you can look for in a chart, but do I have the aspects of a "mean" person? I've been wondering for a while if this is the way I present to others, a "vibe" of sorts.
Thank you to anyone reading this.