Identity, Career and Family choices.
Hello everyone,
I am asking on any inputs about the attached birth chart.
My main concerns are:
1)Identity: so many contradictions living inside, and a sense of "allergy to life", despite the massive amount of work in raising self awareness and taking responsability for my own situation (massive ego, immaturity cage in some aspects of life, difficult to draw the line between reality and world of ideas). With the rigidity and creativity at the same time I always wonder who am I?
2)Family: should I leave them, moving abroad again and starting to "live"?
Feelings of fear, guilt. I would love to be their parent to help them with all the things they don't realize (of course there must be plenty of things I don't realize too), but we argue constantly despite our mutual love. I am living with them currently, and helping them a little between the fights with their work.
3)Career: degree in computer science, but I worked mostly in generic jobs, where my tendency to perfectionism lead me to burnout most of the times. With age it takes always more to recover. Should I look in the humanitarian field with an Aries midheaven? Thousands of blazing fast ideas spinning around that almost never see the light. Very little facts.
Thank you for your time for reading this post.
blindowl
Hello everyone,
I am asking on any inputs about the attached birth chart.
My main concerns are:
1)Identity: so many contradictions living inside, and a sense of "allergy to life", despite the massive amount of work in raising self awareness and taking responsability for my own situation (massive ego, immaturity cage in some aspects of life, difficult to draw the line between reality and world of ideas). With the rigidity and creativity at the same time I always wonder who am I?
2)Family: should I leave them, moving abroad again and starting to "live"?
Feelings of fear, guilt. I would love to be their parent to help them with all the things they don't realize (of course there must be plenty of things I don't realize too), but we argue constantly despite our mutual love. I am living with them currently, and helping them a little between the fights with their work.
3)Career: degree in computer science, but I worked mostly in generic jobs, where my tendency to perfectionism lead me to burnout most of the times. With age it takes always more to recover. Should I look in the humanitarian field with an Aries midheaven? Thousands of blazing fast ideas spinning around that almost never see the light. Very little facts.
Thank you for your time for reading this post.
blindowl
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