Lykanized
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This is a serious question and it's something I know to be true. I've been saved from death in miraculous ways. And I've gotten the feeling I have a protector along with the feeling there's something big I'm supposed to do, but I don't know if that's true or not. I hate to risk seeming arrogant or as if I see myself as special. I know if I'm supposed to do something big, it's not because I'm special. I'm just a soul in a body and I chose this life for a reason
Is there a way to find out if I made some kind of contract before incarnating or if perhaps my past lives were filled with so many mistakes that this one I'm being kept here until I absolutely learn what I need to?
There's a heaviness to my life. I've gone through a lot. I've experienced much. My mind and emotions tend to be rather disordered and I have had many anxiety, emotional, and mental issues. I've put in a lot of work to get to where I am now, but I also know I have a lot more work to go
Throughout my life, I've had several people just volunteer information to me via intuition or some kind of psychic activity. They've all said similar, yet also different things, but not things that contradict each other in any way. I've had many odd things happen to me and I constantly experience synchronicities, though usually small ones. I try to listen to myself, my higher self or whatever guides may be with me, perhaps my protector. I try to stay open to signs and the such
I'm always searching for truths and I know that I'm approaching a point where I need to stop questioning things, questioning myself, and just follow my intuition and do what I know I'm supposed to do, but this is something that'll stay on my mind
I'm seriously wondering if there's a way to find out if in my pastlives I made many mistakes and I'm having to correct them now, or if it's just a soul contract,...or otherwise why I've not been allowed to die yet
Is there a way to find out if I made some kind of contract before incarnating or if perhaps my past lives were filled with so many mistakes that this one I'm being kept here until I absolutely learn what I need to?
There's a heaviness to my life. I've gone through a lot. I've experienced much. My mind and emotions tend to be rather disordered and I have had many anxiety, emotional, and mental issues. I've put in a lot of work to get to where I am now, but I also know I have a lot more work to go
Throughout my life, I've had several people just volunteer information to me via intuition or some kind of psychic activity. They've all said similar, yet also different things, but not things that contradict each other in any way. I've had many odd things happen to me and I constantly experience synchronicities, though usually small ones. I try to listen to myself, my higher self or whatever guides may be with me, perhaps my protector. I try to stay open to signs and the such
I'm always searching for truths and I know that I'm approaching a point where I need to stop questioning things, questioning myself, and just follow my intuition and do what I know I'm supposed to do, but this is something that'll stay on my mind
I'm seriously wondering if there's a way to find out if in my pastlives I made many mistakes and I'm having to correct them now, or if it's just a soul contract,...or otherwise why I've not been allowed to die yet