Just for some information that might help others in their interpretation of my chart; I am a 27-year-old female, heterosexual, and considered very beautiful (though at this point my self-image is poor and I cannot see it anymore). I lost my father when I was young in a traumatic way, and due to this my relationship with men is often not the best as I become shy and nervous around them. I’m simply not comfortable.
I’ve never been with a man physically, though I long for that relationship. Thus far I’ve only been kissed by three men, and the longest “relationship” I’ve had lasted one month. I must admit that I’ve always been the one to end them, but I did for reasons that my personal character would not allow. The first was because he was a man cheating on his pregnant wife, and the last two because I was being used as revenge to their former partners. Another ended before it started when I found out he was in an on-and-off relationship with his girlfriend. I wished him luck working it out and walked away.
I’ve had a couple men I’ve felt magnetically drawn to (Cancer and Scorpio), but one rejected my advances and the other seemed oblivious to them. I do not care to push the latter, for fear of further rejection.
Male friends or ones that I dated constantly tell me that I’m too intimidating; therefore, they are scared to approach me, but even when I decide to become the chaser it’s a mess. Furthermore, they’ve all been several years younger; not because I’m not attracted to older (on the contrary) but that’s just how its ended up.
Its been a disheartening few years, and I’ve grown depressed feeling as though I’m unlovable. That it’s not meant for me. Lately, I’ve become consumed by the longing pangs for a family, and the desire to become a mother. The older I get, the more desperate I am and its just been really difficult.
Please; if anyone has any interpretations of my chart that might shed some light on this issue I’m having, I would be so grateful. I’m sorry if it’s too much information, but I wanted to be sure all details would be laid out for the best possible interpretation.
Thank you!
I’ve never been with a man physically, though I long for that relationship. Thus far I’ve only been kissed by three men, and the longest “relationship” I’ve had lasted one month. I must admit that I’ve always been the one to end them, but I did for reasons that my personal character would not allow. The first was because he was a man cheating on his pregnant wife, and the last two because I was being used as revenge to their former partners. Another ended before it started when I found out he was in an on-and-off relationship with his girlfriend. I wished him luck working it out and walked away.
I’ve had a couple men I’ve felt magnetically drawn to (Cancer and Scorpio), but one rejected my advances and the other seemed oblivious to them. I do not care to push the latter, for fear of further rejection.
Male friends or ones that I dated constantly tell me that I’m too intimidating; therefore, they are scared to approach me, but even when I decide to become the chaser it’s a mess. Furthermore, they’ve all been several years younger; not because I’m not attracted to older (on the contrary) but that’s just how its ended up.
Its been a disheartening few years, and I’ve grown depressed feeling as though I’m unlovable. That it’s not meant for me. Lately, I’ve become consumed by the longing pangs for a family, and the desire to become a mother. The older I get, the more desperate I am and its just been really difficult.
Please; if anyone has any interpretations of my chart that might shed some light on this issue I’m having, I would be so grateful. I’m sorry if it’s too much information, but I wanted to be sure all details would be laid out for the best possible interpretation.
Thank you!
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