Dear all,
There's a lot to be said about the title of my thread. Neptune can of course work in a good way on many levels. But Neptune in my life has been a mayor influence in a very negative way.
Also the placement of mercury/sun (some will say that because the're so close they should be 'read' as in the 1th house, but I absolutely can't relate to that) in the 12th house relates to the feelings I experience.
I've been dealing with all the negative aspects that come under the reign of Neptune: depression, anxiety, utter loneliness, no friends, feeling empty, no purpose in life, addiction, addicted mother, fear of speaking in public, stopping my career as a musician due to extreme stage fright etc.
I've got a partner whom I love very much, Neptune has been transiting opposite my sun/asc/mercury. This was an extremely difficult time: my partner has been diagnosed with a rare neurological disorder. I'm losing him, my only friend.
Maybe some other people can relate to his nasty Neptune influence which has ruined so much for me.
http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?gm=a1&nhor=1&nho2=1&btyp=2&mth=gw&sday=29&smon=7&syr=2017&rs=0
Thanks in advance,
Maurice
There's a lot to be said about the title of my thread. Neptune can of course work in a good way on many levels. But Neptune in my life has been a mayor influence in a very negative way.
Also the placement of mercury/sun (some will say that because the're so close they should be 'read' as in the 1th house, but I absolutely can't relate to that) in the 12th house relates to the feelings I experience.
I've been dealing with all the negative aspects that come under the reign of Neptune: depression, anxiety, utter loneliness, no friends, feeling empty, no purpose in life, addiction, addicted mother, fear of speaking in public, stopping my career as a musician due to extreme stage fright etc.
I've got a partner whom I love very much, Neptune has been transiting opposite my sun/asc/mercury. This was an extremely difficult time: my partner has been diagnosed with a rare neurological disorder. I'm losing him, my only friend.
Maybe some other people can relate to his nasty Neptune influence which has ruined so much for me.
http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?gm=a1&nhor=1&nho2=1&btyp=2&mth=gw&sday=29&smon=7&syr=2017&rs=0
Thanks in advance,
Maurice