I'm not sure if I'm feeling the effects of the fog of neptune but my thinking cap is not on straight. And being a personal chart I don't want to fool myself. I suppose you can not attach chart on mobile site. If anyone has time to share their opinion smiles your way.
What I gather.
I'm rep by the moon in gemini in 11th
She is saturn in the 5th. (?) This is why I don't want to judge this chart. Is she placed in the 5th hopefully for fun and creativity and not as in romantic. Being female myself. This meeting left me questioning myself. Moon quickly makes a square to mercury, that it cj 9H cusp rx heading back into 8H. 8th lord is her. I know saturn is a non sexual planet. Moon and saturn do make an opposition 8 units which in my eyes, again reserving my personal thoughts, We did or at least I didn't vibe well with her. However, I'm looking for growth, and decided to meet again and see how it went. And upon leaving I was happy, then the dreaded thought process started. I detached from myself and went inside. Well that's when These other sort of feelings sprung up. I allowed myself to allow these repressed feelings to rise up. Obviously, I wasn't aware. Im not sure if I was ready for these feelings. I'm embarrassed and feel like running, far away. But no point, because I'll get nowhere real quick. Personally, I'm a bit hard on myself, and if a successful business/friendship is in works, great, but if I'm thinking totally in the wrong direction, and continue to have these feeling which are unwanted. So shine light.