It says in the article that maturity develops later in us because we have extra responsibility and power to learn to manage and because of this we don’t find our success in life until 35+ and before that we concentrate on inner-development which suits us anyway because material goals have never been our first priority or where we seek shelter from life. We are more interested in the metaphysical and spiritual lands rather than being grounded in reality.
https://www.worldnumerology.com/Numerology-Life-Path-11.html
This is so true for me because even though I’m intelligent and mature and could easily have achieved whatever I wanted, it obviously wasn’t as important enough for me as digging away at my psyche.
I’ve seen people progress while my life hasn’t progressed at all seemingly from the outside - yet, especially over the last 3 years, I have seen a maturity and perceptiveness grow, an awakening at certain moments, that some fully-fledged older people don’t have and that I am sincerely glad I do have, even with the gnawing anxiety that I’ve missed out on life. I mean, it’s a huge risk isn’t it, to have sat back and thought and grew inwardly in the prime of my life when gaining physical and material advancement would be at its easiest to achieve. So without knowing definitely, the path I’ve chosen was at risk of completely missing out on living life and letting it just pass me by, of being an outcast and misfit by trade, especially when the majority of people would agree more with the quote that ‘life is about creating yourself not finding yourself,’but I’ve wanted to find myself first before creating anything. But then I’m reminded of the old Christin hymn ‘the wise man built his house upon the rock,’ (as opposed to the sand), so in that sense, have I not faithfully followed the scriptures and it is everyone else who got in such. a rush? I know I’ve done the right thing because I wasn’t interested in material success anyway but rather tidying up the pain inside my heart and soul, but the anxiety and doubt it comes with never goes away either.